ohho crush crash!

ok..

i saw this "a little thing called LOVE"...

it is actually,

a story about your love masa high school...

so, i think thats normal!

because, i have mine too...

but, you know, it turns out to be.... err... zero... hahaha..

but, still, u ada experience kan! 

starting after 2004, i was 12 at that time...

where i had such a very difficult time and so do the hormone..

to get into the best school in Malaysia,

i bet,

that most of the primary students, 

mesti work hard untuk UPSR..

and so do i..

tuition class, family's tutor and friend's help..

semua tu berguna..

so, i passed the exam with flying colors..

january 2005,

i was chosen to be in this smart school..

well, my mum pernah jadi one of the student kat situ..

so, why not i just give it a try...

sekolah tu tak lah jauh sangat dari rumah...

13km and daddy yang akan hantar..

so, 

kalau ikut calculation, in 2005, i'm actually 13 and ikut sekolah pulak,

form 1 student kena ikut jadual petang... so..

its a bit weird untuk i, sebab,

i tak pernah ikut jadual pembelajaran sesi petang..

masuk march 2005, we moved to blok B,

so, seperti jangkaan semua,

yes! situ tempat pengumpulan seniors!

hahaha..

believe me or not, i was starting to stalk on the senior who sits di meja i..

unfortunately, budak sebelah i yang berjaya dapatkan personal details senior yang duduk di meja dia..

i cant remember the name, but, we called him nyamuk aedes..

sebab he loves black, and he is actually ada skin yang sangat fair!!!

ooo mmyy!! taste! hahaha

so, nak dijadikan cerita, ada one day ni, i drew something dekat my meja, ini secara tak sengaja..

it was a very buruk squid...

and then, i tak padam... but, esok tu, 

i saw another squid kat sebelah squid yang i lukis...


orang yang lukis tu...
he's a senior...
not that cute...
but i guess, that kinda personality..
mmg attract the girls...
especially, me!!!!

i like that kinda guy... 
BUT! that does not mean that i'm falling in love 
and etc ok!


and then, we started with a small letter .. 
changing the name...
interest..
and some other things... 
sorry, cant recall...



and voula! sampai la habis form 1!
masuk form 2...
deeper interest towards him...
the more i see him, the blusher i get!

ouuhhmmmgg!!


there actually kinda sweet things yang i saw kat dia..
he's a weirdo... i guesss....
never saw anyone like that before sampai ke hari ni...



but you see....
that puppy crush of mine, gonna end... soon...
after i finish my high school,

i never had any crush on others dah...
he might be my 1st crush i guess...


but, you know,


high school adalah tempat pertama ramai orang akan ada first crush!
not all, but by most!
macam mana you describe your crush..??
its all up to you,
he can be cute..
he can very handsome..
he can be tall...
he can be short..
he can be weird..
he can be talkative or even mute..
love is blind, and so do crush..
they're not living things!


but, they exist... 



but...
till now...
i never fall for anyone daahh...
yes, i'll say that guy is superhot and this guy is cute..
yadaa yadaa..
BUT! 
i dun fall for them... 
so...
i'm waiting for a suitable age...

so, if anyone ever complain,
yang your crush tu, 
gila ka...
tak handsome ka...
tak pandai kaa...
or anything sekalipun,
biarkan...
u're the one yang akan marry him...

bukan orang lain tuu...

goodnight all....