i'm sighing...........

so tired today!! shopping bnyk today!!! letih meyh!! haish! but, didnt buy the handbag yet! sooo.... mummy can i.....?? hehhehehee....... omg! wat creature is dat..!! weird!!! i have to say its weird!!!! so weird! freakin weird! eww! yucks! i am so not one of his fan anymore!!! no longer! out of list!! yucks!! stay away from me! rupanya! he is eew!! hahahahahahah!

dats only 4 those who want themselves to look weird...

i cant sleep... so let me put all of imagination on this page...! i wonder y lynn nver write on dis blog...?? did she forget the password or... mayb dis blog just gve her some sad story... i mean, the past...! not the present... well, long distance relationship... wat do i think bout it...??? i nver believe in it.. so, to those, prepare to break ur heart!!!! hurmm..... wat else... so, my preparation to say hi to my new life in negeri sembilan work well n fluent! so, cant wait!! i wanna run away from these people...

well, daddy use to tell me, u wont get watever u want till u work 4 it! but, dad, in dis case, how hard i put my effort pun, he wont get back to me.... i dun mind pa.... seriously... i dun mind... still have everybody!! if i could change my life, to anyone i like, i would probably do so.... i dunno, i always in BAD LUCK.... wat am i...??? taggd to b in UNLUCK! i hate this!

waniee........

wat should i do....???

how can i put this straight, i dun wanna b apart from my family, AGAIN!!!! y..??y..??? i nver thought of it! i hate my life!!! i nver get wat i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! applied science in negeri sembilan...??? i want TESL!!! haish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mum dad!!!!! waaaa..!!

disturbia wani!

I am back...

I am back from Plkn...Lyn still x biasa nk adapt life kat cni.Partly I miss my friends and my teachers of coz...Soon,nk kena ready for study dh.Lyn pun dh lupa how is it to lead a student life.Well,Lyn dh x study half year so wat do u expect..Byk offer yg dtg menawarkan pelbagai courses tp nothing suits me.Law?Lyn dpt kursus law kat United Kingdom.Wow...but no,is way too far and Lyn rasa x cukup pratikal to study law kat UK.Then,acms tawarkan diploma farmasi.Farmasi?Lyn dgn medical mmg ditakdirkan untuk tidak bersama la.Mama dgn niat baik nk antar Lyn ke private kolej but x pyh la.Lyn nk sambung form 6.Driving?HahaStill in process la.



I miss ke ai so much...When he told me that he is goin away in the middle of June,Lyn dh ckup sdey.He leave me once and now he is leaving again.Wat to do?Redha je la.

monday blurrr!!!

heeeeyyyyyyyy.... selalu mcm nih! everyday i feel bored... well, i have a real shock news!! recently, i am out of plkn, but2..... how come, dis guy, from the same camp, he just confessed dat he likes me... well, so unexpected!!!! so, wat did i do....???? not accepted... i consider everybody there as my fren.... hehehe... except for... that guy!!! well2.... things happened.... always happened... nothing much happened today.. but, i think now i'm enjoying my life... but, wat happened to my future...??? wishto change the course... pls2.... i'm not really into negeri sembilan.... its too far from home....

chatting wif my aunty... such a long time i did not connected to her... lynn jus send me her newest pic with her new bf, i'm trying my best to upload the photo... well, shes wearing tudung... dats wat makes me surprised... coz, sumtime, even a malay girl wont wear tudung, but she, differ.....

well, i noe dis guy in plkn.... well, officially, i have a crush on him.... but, u noe, like...... he dun gve any positive feedbck... so, just pray!! hehehehhe..... but i think now... i'm in love.... deeply in!!!! hehhehe

wanie.......

its the end....

i didnt do anything much today... just unpackd the stuff... lots of hings... haihhhh... now, this is wat i want since the 1st day i'm there.. nak balik dari kem... but, i left my heart there... hehehehe.... i gve him sumtin... jope he'll keep it.... notin much 2 say... just tired... i dance non-stop today....! mis to dance!!! hahaha... goin out tonite... so, wat should i wear...????? lets think! sumtin white n pink la! lynn also comin back! cant wait to see her! listening to wang lee hom song! mis pei zhen! n ya... hope he'll get well soon!

now, my mind feel clean n clear! ahaahahaha! just like this pic! calm n in peace.........

waniee.......