About Me

Butterworth, Penang, Malaysia

Friday, December 31, 2010

read this! found it... and i think... waaaa! so sad!

My story begins a few summers ago. Something was in the air that day. Birds were chirping and everything was alive. I had been depressed for about a year before that day.

I was walking along the beach at the campground when my life would change forever. From a distance I saw a handsome young man admiring me from afar. Are eyes met and it was like nothing I had ever felt before. We began to walk closer together like something out of a movie. I felt on top of the world, my eyes were sparkling and my stomach fluttering, as we walked closer and closer to each other.

When we were together he got on his knee and said the most romantic things he stood up and spoke my fluent language, French. At that point I knew he had my heart. We began to talk and it lasted till 2:00am that next morning. Turns out he lives about 10 minutes from where I was currently living.

After I returned home we started seeing more of each other. He was beginning to get serious. I fought the depression and soon I was glowing with life and he was the world to me. My anything and everything. We had been going out for about 6 months when he met my mother.

My mother disapproved of him because of his flaw and soon banned me from seeing him. For a while we went out against her will and had 4 more months of endless happiness. I had met someone who I loved and would spend the rest of my life with him.

On our 1-year anniversary we went out to a fancy French Restaurant as were leaving a man came out of the shadows with a gun. He took my purse and Ji Won's wallet. Someone saw this crime-taking place and screamed at the man to stop. Ji Won threw himself in front of me and the gun went off. The robber ran off into the night and left Ji Won to die.

I held him for the longest time as he bled to his death. Right before he died he told me that we would be together again. He said he loved me and that I would always be in his heart. As he drew his last breath my heart was torn in half. He lay there dead in my arm staring at me with his crystal blue eyes.

Ji Won died on April 20, 2002. But he will always be in my heart. Whenever the wind blows I can still here him whispering sweet nothings in my ear.

main resource

http://www.mylovestories.com/sadlovestorykorean.php

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

THIS IS URGENT!!! get me...?? goshhh!


Haiyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hari ni, satu penang tak de air! Haish! Masa2 genting macam ni, baru la, nak sakit perut!! Hadoii! We do simpan air, but, i dun feel comfortable!! Yucks!! Haaaaaaa!! Sakit perut tahap apa dah ni! Mmg unforgettable mo

ment lah! Waaa....! could someone...! hahahahhahah! Help! Ahahhahaahah.....

Now i know, how important wa

ter to us! Well, i think i’m used to it.. coz.... kat pilah pun penah je x de air! Hahahaahhah..... siap berangkut2 lagi hha!

Wanna do something to my hair! Bored and yeah! SICK! Bubbye! Love!


Sunday, December 26, 2010

the differ thing....

Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy.

~ Marguerite De Valois

Well.... yes... i agree with this statement.... but, losing someone, doesn’t mean u gonna lost everything in your life, especially, when the person dat u lost tu, someone, who i can say... A PLAYER..??? hahhaah.... should be more careful next time.... huuuu.... yeahh.. at least... need time to heal.... just accept it that maybe we are not mean to be together... well2..... to other girl, be pleased to be with him.... get to know him and his words... and then u girls gonna fall for him, and yes! The last part will be tragically and dramatically heaven! I think!

p/s: MAKE UR LIFE BUSY!

Oh yaa!!! I’M NOT GONNA BRING MY LAPPY ALONG WITH ME TO PILAH..bye! nite!

THE WHATEVER!


here, my favourite song!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKwIHfZcU9A


Thursday, December 23, 2010

10.24 a.m... 22/12/10

the lost of the third baby hamster.... rest in peace syg! love u!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

cuti-cuti... east west of malaysia!




baru sampai rumahh!! Haaaa.... penatnya!! I just went to Terengganu and Kelantan for a hols with my beloved family! Hahahah... so, mmg shopping banyak la jugak... hahhahaha..... bought a new shawl! Nice one! I love it! Well, overall amik masa 7 hours from penang to terengganu... aduuh!! Sakit pnggang haa! Hahaha....but, its ok! Worth sgt2!! I love it! The people, the environment and the weather bila monsoon mcm ni.... suka2.... here are some of the pictures...






Picture above, we went to pantai in Terengganu.. i cant remember the name, but, i have to admit, that is my 1st time tgk wave yang tinggi macam tu!! Shocked! No such things in penang! Play with the sand... oh!! Nice one!!



Yang atas ni pulak, kat muzium negara terengganu! Omgggg!!!! This is such an extraordinary building! It is big and the design was sophisticated!! I can see, they are many section divided in the same area... there are small palaces and plus, TAMAN TAMADUN ISLAM... unfortunately, it was raining at that time, so, we didnt make it to visit the taman, Cuma sempat tunaikan solat kat masjid kristal... this one also very impressived! I mean, the structure and the way the built it!



gotta go.. sleepy alreadyyy!! yawnnnn!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i am bitch!!!!!!!

wau! When we take a sneek peek at the title pun macam wau!!! Wani, what are you thinking....?? so what... people always make mistakes.... hahahah... and so do i....

daddy was right, totally right about guys.... they only tell semua yang manis... yang sebenarnya... THEY NEVER MEAN IT!! Nasib baik baru lagi... kalau tak... melayang otakku! Omg!! Wani... pulang la ke pangkal jalan...! omg!! Hahahaahaha.....

well, semua orang cakap, girls yang dipanggil bitch ni jahat la... apa la... but somehow... they pun orang jugak... tak ada orang yang baik sangat dalam dunia ni... well... lesson of the day, wani love.. u tak boleh cepat fall in love.. haishh... sebenarnya, i pun x pndai motivate diri sendiri...

berapa orang yang tahu sangat whats the meaning of bitch... pandai panggil orang aja... aiseyh! If u guys nak tau sangat... better google! Ahahhaahah..... omg! Dah sleepy... goodnite world!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

ok! result! takut! teruk ke...???

biar la orang nak ckap apa pun! memang aku takut nak tengok result! selagi i think i tak ready i tak akan tengok!! I COULD FEEL YANG I DAPAT TERUK!! YA ALLAH!! takutnyaaaa!! ni la yang paling aku tak suka dalam hidup, which is, EXAM AND RESULT! how..!!!

Monday, December 6, 2010

i'm helping toooo!

to all!!


Step 1

Cry out everything you have to cry about! When we get hurt, it's normal (and good) to cry. Don't ever think you're being weak for crying and don't feel embarrassed because of it! It's normal and it's good! When you cry, you let go of part of your anger and hurt so you can feel less heavy. You can lock yourself in a room, if you want to, and put on some sad music...but let yourself feel the pain and cry so you can let it go. The main thing here is: Get rid of the pain! Just let her go!

Step 2

Get busy! When you're trying to get someone out of your head, you need to put other things inside of it. In other words...get busy! It doesn't matter how, you just need to get distracted. Go to a movie, watch a play, travel. It doesn't matter what are you going to do--the important thing is to find something to do. Find a hobby, find something you enjoy doing, something to keep your mind busy. If your mind is busy, it doesn't have time or space to think about the person you're trying to forget.

Step 3

Spend some time with your friends. Friends are always great to have in this kind of situation! Friends can make you feel good about yourself and get you distracted very easily. They will certainly make you laugh and make you see that you're way more important than you think! The only warning is: Ask them not to talk about the person you're trying to forget. If they start bringing the topic up in every conversation, you won't be able to forget, and instead of making you laugh, they're going to make you cry. So be honest and ask them not to talk about it!

Step 4

Avoid the person! Try not to go to places you know you can meet that person. When you're trying to forget someone and you two keep seeing each other, it gets hard to get over it. If you meet him/her somewhere, just be nice and kind, but find an excuse to go away as fast as you can! If you work or study with him/her and you can't avoid seeing him/her, just try not to look and not to talk too much. Just be gentle and keep busy all the time so you won't have excuses to look at him/her or to chat.

Step 5

Go out and see some different faces! Being at home gives you more time to think about it, which makes the process even more difficult. So even if you're not feeling excited or you're in a bad mood, just put on your best clothes, best shoes, best smile, call some friends and go somewhere nice where you can dance, drink, listen to some music. And the most important: See some different faces! When you go out, you notice that the person you're trying to forget is not the only one who's got a perfect smile and an amazing voice...thank god, there are other interesting people around the world, too!

Step 6

Avoid every kind of romantic thing! If you're trying to forget someone, you'd better not watch romantic movies or listen to romantic songs...it makes you feel bad and you will certainly remember the person you're trying to get rid of. It doesn't matter if it's a song you love or if it's playing on the radio...just change the station or do something else! Put on some happy songs, dancing songs, watch some comedies, terror movies, whatever...you just need to avoid the romantic things for now!

Step 7

Take good care of yourself. Women tend to run for some kind of self-destruction when they're hurt. If we break up our perfect relationship, then we have no reason to get our nails done anymore and the only thing that gives us comfort is chocolate and sugar. That way, the only thing we do is to become less attractive and lessen our self-confidence. So if you're hurt, just try to use your pain for yourself instead of against you. Go to the gym, work out a lot, get your nails and hair done...do whatever you can so you can feel more pretty and confident!

Step 8

Accept the process! You can be really strong and it's still going to hurt. The process takes time and you have to accept that! You can't hope to forget in 2 days someone you loved for 2 years...and you can't pretend to be strong if you feel like crying. Just face your pain and accept that it's not easy and it's going to take some time. When you're patient with yourself and your situation, things tend to get easier...


me heart!

today, bangun2 tidur... i felt like something wrong gonna happen!! YA ALLAH.... i hope that everything will be fine, as fine as it could be........ !!!!!!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

to all the girls... (including me) hehehe...

After did some research... i mean google.. hahah... i found a few ways to make me, not just me, i think all the girls out there, to examine whether, he likes u, or not.... heheheh....

http://www.smileycodes.info

1. He tells someone


Is he interested? He likes you if he tells a mutual friend that he wants to know more about you, or he asks other people who you are and where you're from. He is trying to act like he's "just asking" but his questions indicate more than a casual interest. And when he tells someone that he finds you attractive, he probably knows that it will get back to you. He's hoping it does.

2. The look

He gives you a look that betrays his calm exterior. Even though he is across the room, "that look" he has says it all. It is sweeping, from your head to your toes, and then his eyes linger on yours. You think you notice the beginning of a tentative smile.

3. The conversation

Does he like you? When he manages to get close enough to you, to ask you questions, he is interested. He appears to be listening and responds to what you say. He's moving in to the ultimate question, which is: "Are you seeing anyone." He would only ask this question if he wanted to date you, and he hopes the answer is "No." Never ever wear a ring in public. When a guy is across the room, he cannot tell which finger it is on and he may assume incorrectly that you are taken. If he doesn't ask you the question of whether or not you are attached, he may ask someone whom you both know.

4. He appears unexpectedly

He likes you a lot if he shows up out of nowhere. He can only do that if he has been asking people about your schedule, or he has been paying attention to where you are going and at what time. His face may turn red when he sees you. A sudden, "Oh, hi," is his way of saying, "I don't want to seem obvious, but I am interested in you." If you feel the same way, do not act shy. Stop and talk to him.

5. EVERYONE likes you

Is he interested? When you are well liked and a happy person, why wouldn't he like you? Of course he does. If you don't have a great life, however, now is your time to start working on one. Take a look at your career possibilities, body image, future, plans, and resources. You may be naturally talented at something, but it won't matter unless you work on your strengths. Misused or unused talents fade away. School and training do not.

http://www.smileycodes.info

These are the five signs that he is interested and he is on the verge of asking you out. Make it easy for him and be friendly. This is where relationships begin.


here's the link...



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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

who caressss!!!! grrr!!

hey!! mana boleh marah-marah orang macam tu!!! gila kaaaa...?? marahnyaaaa!! wani!! chilll!!! huuuuuu...!! i got this mix feelings! marah! suka!! love!! hatred!! hish!! mcm2!!! i hate u!!! forever!!! i'm so shocked!! u never be nice to me!! jahat!! hussshhh! signing up for taekwondo soon!! i'm gonna kick their butts!!!

http://www.smileycodes.info

http://www.smileycodes.info

http://www.smileycodes.info