hi 2012..

wishing all my friends a HAPPY NEW YEAR..

bila bercakap bout new year, mesti kena ada azam..

azam i.... 

nak lupakan persengketaan di 2011..

ada bersengketa ka..??

haa..

kadang-kadang benda macam ni berlaku diluar kita sedar...

kadang-kadang benda tu keluar ikut mulut tanpa sebarang pengawalan dari otak... 

i am targeting for the best result this semester..

dan semoga Allah murahkan rezeki..

semoga mak dan ayah dipanjangkan usia... 

i love you mum and dad...

semoga hubungan bersama sahabat sentiasa baik..

dan

dan

dan

dan

errrrr...

semoga cepat kurus..?? 

boleh..??

hahahahahahaah...

GTG, i have tons of work to do..

and, hi! i tak bawak balik assignment... cool kan..?? yes i knoww...

congratulations!!!

i just wanna wish, 

CONGRATULATIONS to a friends of mine...

she must be happy today.. 

she's going to be a mother soon..

and her husband akan jadi daddy..

i'm happy for them...

cant wait to be aunty wani.. 

sounds so old... hahaha

congrats dear..

belajar rajin2 lagi sem ni! :)

why should you..??

S.I.N.G.L.E 

omg!

being single pernah jadi an issue...

i'm talking this dari segi perspective yang mungkin kelihatan umum..

nampak ringan sangat..

tapi, 

whats the big deal?

ada boyfriend ataupun tak,

its the same thing lah,

ada boyfriend pun tak menjamin yang you akan kahwin dengan orang tu..

come on girl,

from previous experience, being single 

selalu dikaitkan dengan "JUAL MAHAL"..

but, you know, setengah orang ada pegangan masing-masing,

mungkin tak nak ber"double" lagi di usia yang muda..

masing-masing ada lain-lain idea dan pendapat..

if a guy rapat dengan you,

that doesn't mean yang dia suka you...

a few things yang a guy akan buat if they senang dengan you they will probably text you, or call you, or maybe selalu nak hang out dengan you,

itu boleh menjadi tanda-tanda yang dia suka you,

tapi kan, 

harapan tak perlu diberikan,

until dia confess...

erti kata "MEMILIH" pun selalu digunakan... 

but why..??

kadang-kadang.. mereka yang bersama kita dari pandangan dekat pun,

tak akan tahu, apa yang selalu berlaku dalam perhubungan,

well,

i had this situation where my close relationship with a guy friend telah di misinterpretation kan... 

i mean, yes i do like him....

but as i mention earlier, 

takkan i nak girang sangat.

oh ma g!

sampai ada yang cakap i memilih.. 

oh m g!!

siapakah wani sampai nak memilih bagai?

supermodel kah..??

hahahaha....

come on la ...

nak perli pun agak-agaklah...

hahaha...

hiperbola sangat lah...

but you know, 

as long as u're single, 

whether you are available or not... 

be proud...

live life to the fullest,

kenali people dengan lebih mendalam... 

don't just simply bagi your love to someone yang main-main dengan you...

sometimes, 10 years pun tak cukup untuk kenal orang...

dont worry of losing anything.. 

jangan pernah takut, 

ingat, semua yang berlaku, 

mesti ada sebab...

kalau tak, ia tak akan berlaku.... 

senyum saja pada mereka2 yang pernah katakan apa-apa saja padamu.. 

its not wrong...

tadi ada sedikit conversation dengan a friend of mine, 

talking about POPULARITY...

what is it?? 

penting ke..??

sedar tak sedar... 

actually, secara tak langsung, i sendiri yang mencari popularity tu..
famous ke i..??
hahaah... 
no.. i tak, tapi, i dun want semua orang kenal i..
someday.. somehow... 
itu tak penting...

tapi, dengan penuh sedar diri, 

saya akan tinggalkan semua itu...

i promise dad, 

i akan jadi orang normal...

luckily mum and dad sangat supportive in whatever i do..

mummy pun ada pesan..

u gotta leave the need-not thing... 

u dah experience apa yang you nak...

:)

no reason... no post...

i just finish my nasi goreng daging merah...

its dinner at melang pot..

a bit hectic actually, but i think i can handle it!

i keep on bothering myself with some necessary business ...
well, yes, necessary business...
including some injection at the hospital business, but, unfortunately, tak ade..


lets talk about people...
we're not living in a another dimension sampai semua perkara we want it to happen according to what we plan! 
am i right..? 
life!
come on people!

whats with the word, 
GET A LIFE..??
words are words...


seriously, i dont bother people! 
but if you think that i'm actually bothering you...
then, i bet, i mesti done something to me la then...
whats possible and whats impossible..??


like seriously...
i dont know what these people want..??
they hate me...
they talk bad about me...
they spread rumors on me..???
what are you..????!!!
i'm trying to be patient!
yes! 
i do smile everyday, because, i dont want to trouble myself...
LISTEN! 
i dont warned, but please, please...
if you have nothing to do with me, 
then please, 
keep your mouth shut!!!!! 
just shut!!!!!!

ohho crush crash!

ok..

i saw this "a little thing called LOVE"...

it is actually,

a story about your love masa high school...

so, i think thats normal!

because, i have mine too...

but, you know, it turns out to be.... err... zero... hahaha..

but, still, u ada experience kan! 

starting after 2004, i was 12 at that time...

where i had such a very difficult time and so do the hormone..

to get into the best school in Malaysia,

i bet,

that most of the primary students, 

mesti work hard untuk UPSR..

and so do i..

tuition class, family's tutor and friend's help..

semua tu berguna..

so, i passed the exam with flying colors..

january 2005,

i was chosen to be in this smart school..

well, my mum pernah jadi one of the student kat situ..

so, why not i just give it a try...

sekolah tu tak lah jauh sangat dari rumah...

13km and daddy yang akan hantar..

so, 

kalau ikut calculation, in 2005, i'm actually 13 and ikut sekolah pulak,

form 1 student kena ikut jadual petang... so..

its a bit weird untuk i, sebab,

i tak pernah ikut jadual pembelajaran sesi petang..

masuk march 2005, we moved to blok B,

so, seperti jangkaan semua,

yes! situ tempat pengumpulan seniors!

hahaha..

believe me or not, i was starting to stalk on the senior who sits di meja i..

unfortunately, budak sebelah i yang berjaya dapatkan personal details senior yang duduk di meja dia..

i cant remember the name, but, we called him nyamuk aedes..

sebab he loves black, and he is actually ada skin yang sangat fair!!!

ooo mmyy!! taste! hahaha

so, nak dijadikan cerita, ada one day ni, i drew something dekat my meja, ini secara tak sengaja..

it was a very buruk squid...

and then, i tak padam... but, esok tu, 

i saw another squid kat sebelah squid yang i lukis...


orang yang lukis tu...
he's a senior...
not that cute...
but i guess, that kinda personality..
mmg attract the girls...
especially, me!!!!

i like that kinda guy... 
BUT! that does not mean that i'm falling in love 
and etc ok!


and then, we started with a small letter .. 
changing the name...
interest..
and some other things... 
sorry, cant recall...



and voula! sampai la habis form 1!
masuk form 2...
deeper interest towards him...
the more i see him, the blusher i get!

ouuhhmmmgg!!


there actually kinda sweet things yang i saw kat dia..
he's a weirdo... i guesss....
never saw anyone like that before sampai ke hari ni...



but you see....
that puppy crush of mine, gonna end... soon...
after i finish my high school,

i never had any crush on others dah...
he might be my 1st crush i guess...


but, you know,


high school adalah tempat pertama ramai orang akan ada first crush!
not all, but by most!
macam mana you describe your crush..??
its all up to you,
he can be cute..
he can very handsome..
he can be tall...
he can be short..
he can be weird..
he can be talkative or even mute..
love is blind, and so do crush..
they're not living things!


but, they exist... 



but...
till now...
i never fall for anyone daahh...
yes, i'll say that guy is superhot and this guy is cute..
yadaa yadaa..
BUT! 
i dun fall for them... 
so...
i'm waiting for a suitable age...

so, if anyone ever complain,
yang your crush tu, 
gila ka...
tak handsome ka...
tak pandai kaa...
or anything sekalipun,
biarkan...
u're the one yang akan marry him...

bukan orang lain tuu...

goodnight all.... 

i'm watching the unsinkable titanic.. :)

we only watch the movie..

but, we never know,

what behind it...

let me tell you lepas i tengok this... 

but it looks very interesting..

they're talking bout something might happen to the rivet whether it is made by a quality steel....

hhmm... 

jangan bercakap dengan saya

errk...

salah sendiri jugakkan...

fikir banyak benda yang tak perlu... impian untuk fast track menjadi di alam bunian ja...

alahai... kenapa perlu disemester 3..?? bukan disemester lain..??

shit!

tiap-tiap sem tengok perkara yang sama..

tiap-tiap sem kena ambil result..

dan tiap-tiap sem jugak lah, ramai yang post kat sana sini..

takut.. berdebar..

ye, i tak nafikan..

takut-takut..

debar-debar..

to all, terima apa yang kita dapat...

ok..

even i pun rasa takut..

repeat ka, x ka, 

dekan ataupun tak.. kita masih ada masa... 

Ya Allah, statistic, yarn manufacture and weaving technology...

semoga at least pass... 

heheehheheh

kata mimi... terbaca kaka punya..

errkk.. lepas baca yang kaka punya, baru lah terperasan, mimi ada tag i untuk tag lah! ahhaahha... 
errk... let me see....


• No tag back !
• You must post these rules
• Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her
• You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post
• Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal
• Answer the question the tagger set for you in their post. And create new eleven question for the people you tagged to answer

FROM MIMI

so, here are the 11 things or facts about me, 

• my fullname , NURAZWANI BT AB JALIL, pendek sahaja, supaya tok kadi tak susah sebut masa kahwin nanti...
• the only one girl dalam my family yang tidak ada SITI dihadapan nama... 
• i love red, roses and and and spicy food!
• one thing that differs me from others is, i don't like chocolate, i only take chocolate on certain days...... due to uneven mood.. hehehe
• i love to cook but not the cleaning part.. usually my second sister will definitely do it for me...
• i dont have driving license.. if u wanna be warded, then, boleh suruh i drive lah..
• stubborn.. (thats normal i guess..) hahaha...
• easily crush on guys, but after this 19 years dah hidup, i only fall once for this guy.. high school one.. *till now... 
• i'm single... and that is why my pocket jingle.. hahaha
• i'm a penangite! mix from thai blood and mami penang! yahuu! 
• i love ALLAH, my family and those who loves me.. and hate me, satu prinsip i, the more you hate me, the more i love u! mmmuuaahhh! hahahhaa..

HEY! ADA SOALAN DARI MIMI.. KESEMUANYA 11!

Awak anggap saya ni siapa untuk awak ?

~ u're a friend of mine, classmate and soon to be my housemate! hihihi...

Macam mana kita boleh kenal ?

~ dari kelas pertama bersama miss sue... ehhehe

Apa kenangan pasal kita yang paling kau suka ?

~ hikhikhik... meredah hujan bersama masa pi tengok rumah sewa... it was lovely!! 

Perangai aku yang kau paling tak suka ?

~ secara jujurnya, buat masa ni tak ada lagi,, hihihi.... but u look garang lah kadang-kadang.. ekekekek...

The best 3 words that can describe me ?

~ 1 . cute

   2. creative

   3. fun!

Blog aku, apa yang kau rasa aku patut KURANGKAN atau LEBIHKAN ?

~ lebihkan update! i suka baca blog u! kurangkan kontroversi! waaahh gitu! hahahahha

Link page yang selalu kau guna untuk download movie for free ?

~ saya tak download movies... hihihi.... curi dari kawan most of them... hiii....

Alamat penuh rumah awak ? (bukan rumah sewa kat tempat belajar tu tau)

~ kau ken hantar rombongan meminang aku kalau aku kasik kau alamat aku! hahah.. nah amik ni... senang ko nak datang kenduri kawin aku nanti, BUTTERWORTH, PENANG  itu saja.. haha

Kau rasa apa warna kegemaran aku? hehe

~ i think, u suka warna yang striking dan berani... macam warna kuning... sebab personaliti yang selamba dan berbahagia anda itu... *psikologi

Dah pergi tengok Paranormal Activity 3? best tak?

~ jemah, mak tak tengok lagi lah... mak sibuk... hahahaah... *entah apa la sangat yg aku sibukkan..

Ada apa-apa pesanan untuk saya ?

~ semoga mendapat result yang super nice! i love ur attitude, keep it up!  

weee!

esok, my big bro comin back from nilai!

yeah!

:P

semalam di .......

sedang nyenyak nak tidur last night... 
sambil berbual-bual dengan my 2nd sister sambil dengar-dengar lagu...
kemas dan sepah sana sini..
then dengar macam ada orang kat dapur..
kak Pika pun bukak lah pintu bilik...
then nampak mak..
mak terus cakap, "ajak wani pi hospital.."
mak tak boleh breath, 
masyaAllah, 
macam kena halilintar dengar tu..
mak cakap, mak rasa macam berdebar-debar..
my mum memang tak berapa sihat..
cepat-cepat pakai apa yang ada,
terus menuju ke Hospital Seberang Jaya..
sepanjang perjalanan.. diam aja...
dengan roadblocked.. 
sampai hospital pukul 1.45 a.m..
15 minutes nak sampai..
sampai-sampai tu, mak terus masuk zon merah(emergency case)
my dad and i tunggu kat luar dari pukul 2 a.m sampai jam 6.30 a.m...
azab menunggu tu satu, lepas tu tengah fikir condition mak..
Ya Allah, sihat kan lah kedua ibu bapa hamba mu ini..


sempat la jugak snap kawasan luar tempat menunggu tu..

tu mak and the doctor..
well, he's cute..

kaunter saringan.. 
depan ni lah kitorang tunggu.. 
cant imagine and  x dapat nak cakap mengantukk masa tu..
hihihi...

thank u to Carolyn and Naim yang sama-sama berdoa semalam..

thank u guys!!

these days ada terdengar cerita-cerita -ve pasal i, gali lah sebaik mungkin sebelum membuat konklusi.. thank u..

true friend's call... (1)

lepas sesi meluah isi hati,

suddenly! 

my phone rang!

and, it is a call from an old friend of mine!

at that moment,

sedu, sedih, excited, touched and happy masa nak angkat call tu!

 

thats what we call, true friends!

NOOR AZYANI BT ZAMRI,

my closest friend yang paling lama i kenal..

went to the same kindergaten...

maksudnya..

overall kitorang dah jadi kawan dah, dah 13 tahun kitorang jadi kawan!

selepas dia mendengar kisah hati ini, 

dia pun turut berdoa supaya semuanya berjalan dengan lancar..

itulah fungsi, adanya seorang sahabat,

senantiasa mendoakan kita,

sentiasa menegur kesalahan yang kita lakukan..

bukan dengan memberi kata-kata nista..

sentiasa menolong membawa rakan-rakan lain ke jalan benar..

i have to say, 

saban hari,

semakin nipis iman didada ini..

semakin leka terhadap perkara-perkara laqa'..

sehingga,

i ingat balik, moment dengan sahabat-sahabat sejati i,

they all kenal i,

sedari zaman sekolah rendah..

ada yang dari sedari tadika..

they all tak pernah jemu dengar kisah-kisah i..

thank u to my besties, yang sentiasa mengingatkan ku,

tentang kenjayaan di dunia, dan diakhirat.. 

sincerely to :

NOOR AZYANI 

SHARIFAH NURHIDAYAH

SITI ZULAIKA (I)

SITI ZULAIKA (S)

NURUL AZWA 

CAROLYN TAN

SITI NURFATIHAH

NUR FARAHNEZAH

AINA SOFEA

NOOR AMIRA

SYARAH IWANI

MUHD NUR ARIF

p/s: i love u guys.. 

my dear Carolyn Tan, the sisterhood (1)

after such a long time tak topup,

akhirnya..

topup jugak tadi..

i miss my sister masa high school dulu..

Carolyn Tan..

i promised nak call her tonight... gosshh..

rindu gila..

she told me that she have changed a lot..

well, i pun rasa yang sama... 

i think the lyrics of this song is awesome... 

sang by Nera AF9...

she can sing better than this, 

tapi entah... 

i wanna call Carolyn, 

talk bout her esok..

good night all...

sweet dreams..!  

oh yaa...

p/s : i told mum a story..

saya akan ikut choice yang mak bagi..

semoga Allah akan membuka jalan baru untuk

hidup yang lebih indah buatku...

.

haa.. kenyang... goin to Kedah, again, memanggil kata mak and papak... haa.. busy lately..  with the hantaran.. moh bengkak...!

happy diwali... :)

walaupun dah a few days dah lepas festival ni,

but i really nak ucapkan 

happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends dari primary school sampailah ke secondary school...

so... i went to a few houses and some of them dtg rumah..

its just a visiting cycle.. 

so..

i present to u!
ayam masala!!! wwwoouuhh!
ada cubitan sedikit oleh juri masakan!
hahah.. seriously!! it taste like!
omygucci!!
pedas and sedaappp!!

chicken curry! nyuumm!!
the smell of the spices!!
wouuh!! meleleh!!!

yang ni maruku@muruku..
satu kewajipan!
the taste awesome gila, sebab no chilli inside this one,
but just herbs and spices!
voula!!

the small one i dunno the name.. hahah..
that chocolate biscuit look like coco punya buah.. i guess so.. :)

here's are some of the food yang diberi oleh kawan abang i,

Norman namanya.. 

diorang dah kenal since dulu-dulu lah.. (they're both old already)

hahaha.. 

ni kuih cendawan kot.. ahha... and kuih bunga...
i dunno what bunga is that.. :)

the green is the love light i guess.. :)
haa... yang bulat tu, Laddu...

there are actually more food, tapi cannot be uploaded...

something goes wrong la kot...

but among all these, yang paling i suka,

CLAYPOT BERIYANI WITH TANDOORI CHICKEN!!

puurrgghhhh!! 

macam tak mau tinggalkan pinggan dah!!

hahaah.... 

btw, DEEPAVALI VALTUKEL once again to all..

26 oct 2011

mungkin dah banyak kali jadi macam ni...

dah lali ok!  haha

oh ya... 

happy deepavali..

more diwali food akan di-upload..

lets see...

oh yaa... 

selamat berbahagia..

semoga errkk... 

arrgghh.. no idea...

out for more deepavali open house..

mummyy!! kenyang man!!!!

 

nothing.. hehehe

i'm bussyyy,.....

these days, the cooking habits dah datang balik!

yeah babeyh!

nyumm!!

garlic mashed potatoes!

haa... 

esok masak lagi..

dan lagi.. 

dan lagi.. 

hahaha...

oh ya...

i have friends and i tak kisah lah dengan ur behavior..

as long as i tak buat anything wrong..

u hate me..?? i love you then... 

mmuah muah! 

#gila

this is an old song... 

40's song..

my mum love this song!

but as when she sang this, omygold!

it sounds superb!

*********

jumping into conclusion, without realizing that theres no fact dalam perkara ynag dibincangkan..

menuduh orang melakukan perkara yang tak dilakukan...

one thing, i believe, semua yang berlaku ada hikmah...

Allah dah tulis segala-galanya...

kemungkinan, kalau ini tak berlaku,

sesuatu yang buruk akan berlaku kelak... 

semoga segalanya dipercepatkan, 

supaya, 

semua ni, 

selesai.....

sepenuhnya...

i sendiri tak faham...

whats happening... 

errkk...

Ya Allah, ringankanlah segalanya... 

:'''''(

oaauuhh!!

ouuhh!!

keep on singing this song dengan kakak2 i dalam kereta tadi...

and i dunno why..melekat sangat.. bahahah...

but, i gues.. it is a good song btw...

let sing together!!!

x suka!

DONT TALK ABOUT ME, KALAU U, X KENAL I BETUL2!!!

TAH ADE ORANG LAIN YANG SPREAD BENDA LAIN KAT U, U TERUS PERCAYA..

NEXT TIME, TANYA I TERUS!!!! 

JANGAN NAK MAIN MACAM TU!

the wish list... *in the making i guess

yesterday, sibuk text dengan a friend of mine pasal wishlist!

so... i guess....

i wanna have 1 too!

but...

i dont think i have much wishes...

but... 

still... as a normal human being... 

of course la ada wishlist!

gtg! skyping with my brother! 

errkkk.... i'm like a ...???

woke up sangat late hari ni!

ouuhh!!

i guess.... mimpi banyak sangat ni! hahah

going to Kedah  with mum, dad and kak pika...

and and and.....

i got flu!

nice one!

oh yaa...

the theme is white and creme'!