About Me

Butterworth, Penang, Malaysia

Thursday, September 30, 2010

wani vs world...

well2.... kan bagus kalau miracle boleh happen bila2 yang aku nak... memang susah nak terima kalau sesuatu yang kita tak pernah buat, tapi, tiba2, kita dapat musibahnya.... dalam keadaan kulit aku yang masih belum sihat... what should i do...?? masa ni jugak lah semua orang nak buat hal-hal yang tak penting!

to my beloved ex-friend, AR... removing you from my friend list is the best decision that i've ever made... i can't do anything.... things seems very difficult.. you never notice my presence and, i wish to vanish you from my mind.... i can't do anything, i'm not a computer yang boleh di mind-set kan.... i'm trying hard...

to my new tuition friend, H, hope u gonna be in Ireland.... i know u will.... selamat menjalani hari-hari sebagai freshie.... hehehehehe..... get the highest CGPA!! hoee yaaee!! hahahahahahaha!

to lynn, i know you boleh semua masalah... u dh grown up! yes you can!! anything or if you need any sister's advice, just let me know...

and to MYSELF...
WANI, YOU HAVE TO BEAR IN YOUR MIND YANG ORANG-ORANG KAT SINI TAK SAMA MCM ORANG KAT TEMPAT U! THEY MAY LOOK NIVE, BUT, MASING-MASING ADA HIDDWN AGENDA! WAT CAN YOU DO...?? JANGAN TUNDUK KELEMAHAN YOU DEKAT DIORANG... THIS IS NOT EGO, TAPI, ONCE PIHAK LAWAN DAH TAU YOUR WEAKNESS, THEY'LL KNOW HOW TO ATTACK U! ALWAYS PRAY FOR THE BEST! OK...??? U CAN DO IT!!! GO WANI!!

sticky situation, wani..........

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

me terkejut beruk!!

ade ke aku ni dikenakan tindakan tatatertib!! i'm a good student!!! x pernah ada msalah disiplin sedari kecil ok!!! wth!!! mmg geram sgt2!! i shouldnt put my trust to those yg mmg irresponsible.. tapi, btolka semua 2 bertarikh semlm...?? mcm x percaya aja..! ssah betul!!

semenjak dua mnjak ni, prestasi pelajaran i menurun.. i can feel it.. bnda2 mcm ni la yg ganggu!!! haiyaaa!!!mum n dad, i'm really sorry... promise i'll bring home 3 pointer result!! i promise!!!

btw, i the old him!! the way dia approach aku, hari tu, mmg unacceptable!!! kasar, feeling like that is not him!! dia bukan yang jenis kasar n bangga diri!! i want the old him.. like the one yang i pernah kenal 6 years ago!! the one yg always nmpak shy n proper!! not the one yg calling me a daydreamer!! miss u load the old u!

crazy wani!! arrgghhh!! mmg aku gilaa!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Lonely...

Lyn x tau y Lyn rasa mcm quite lonely today.Hujan turun mcm understand je feeling Lyn.Now...I really miss Wanie.Wanie,I wan u bc here.Ada juga a few things buat Lyn x brape happy.God!!!Help me...Lyn x tau cmne nk ckp but I do really feel heavy in my heart.

Lyn suka sgt dgn this guy tapi Lyn xtau mcm mane nk approach dia.Dia tau Lyn menanti answer dia tp dia kata he is not goin to giv me answer until kami berjumpa.Sepanjang hari I waited for his text but so sad he never txt me as often as laz time before he went to australia.Maybe...he still haven't decide whether he staying here or continue to be in Australia.NBut seriously,I miss a lot...I noe no matter I much I cry he will never knew bout it.How I wish I gotta the courage to tell him wat I really feel...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

stable mood...?? x mungkin!

how can i said... life seems going well right here.. a few problems mayb happend these days... i'm having problems wif myself...

past few days ni... i've got no idea mcm mna nk update blog... haaa...

mayb homesick lagi kot....

n.. may b...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

wat should i do...???


he's leaving soon.... wat should i do..?? wat should i do...??? who said i can live witout u!! pergghh!! i cant believe that i'm saying this.. but, i miss him!!!!!!!!!!! lynn as me to confess everythin kat dia... ade ke..?? hikhik.. kalu confess, insyallah... pengsan 6 mnggu!!!! omg!!! dh la i rarely on9 now... dia pun rarely on9 now!!! owhhh.... but2..... omg!!!! seriously, dh rmai guys yg i think cute, but, the crush, still kat dia.... aiyaaaahhh!! how!!!!

lg 39 hari lg nk final exam!!!!! i need 2 b ready!! actually... i lost my strength skrg!! dunno la y!!!!!!! haiya2!!!
i think..... i need 2 forget him.. mesti la he's gonna find sum1 yg compatible dgn him... not me... (sighing)... he got everything!! oh mummy!! y should i fall 4 sum1 like this!!! geli3!!!!! tension mummy!!!

homesick sgt!! i dunno.. miss penang n him!!!! NO ONE CAN REPLACE HIM!!!!

sick, wanie.....

Saturday, September 18, 2010

i left my heart in penang....

i am noww dah smpai kat seremban.. arrived safely... so, this monday start semua class i... haish... entah la... x de mood nk masuk klas... i left my heart in penang... hehheehehehe.... well.... especially class mechanical drawing... mmg mlas sgt!! sbb, i x pndai lukis!!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

akhirnyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

at last!!! i'm back in penang!! tepat jam 11.17 a.m, the miss mum n dad n everybody here very much!!!! hahahah... cant wait for tomorrow!! i mis everything! my school... childhood memories... hahhahahaha.....

breakfast dgn family! rindunyaaaa!!

life in negeri sembilan.... i will tnggalkn dgn perasaan yg berbunga!! apa2 yg those girls buat spculation, i dun mind... lagi bnyk speculation lagi bagus!! i dun care! ade aku kesahhh....?? ko sape...?? kahkahahaa

listening my sis pika's fveret song!! akakakkakakaka!!!! update later!

New look!

After so long tak tukar layout for this blog,at last I change it.Well...dh lama juga empayar ni bertahan.Sekuat persahabatan Lyn dengan Wanie.Wanie,jgn risau...After this,I slalu akan update blog ni.

Walaupun I dgn H tu dh x de pape but we still frenz.I berterima kasih sgt kat dia becoz dia yg buat I dgn Wanie timbul niat nak tubuhkan blog ni.Dari seorg follower,skrg dh ada 22 follower.Syukur sangat.Lyn teringat lagi,sebelum ke PLKN,Lyn slalu update blog di sini.Boleh dikatakan setiap hari.Sekarang dh jarang-jarang sebab busy dgn schooling life.

I really miss the old time.Before went to PLKN,I was a different gurl and I come back as a different gurl.Laz time the only thing I write is this blog is how I feel bout HIM and now I totally din write bout HIM.I guess I had forgotten HIM as how Wanie forgets her H.