read this! found it... and i think... waaaa! so sad!

My story begins a few summers ago. Something was in the air that day. Birds were chirping and everything was alive. I had been depressed for about a year before that day.

I was walking along the beach at the campground when my life would change forever. From a distance I saw a handsome young man admiring me from afar. Are eyes met and it was like nothing I had ever felt before. We began to walk closer together like something out of a movie. I felt on top of the world, my eyes were sparkling and my stomach fluttering, as we walked closer and closer to each other.

When we were together he got on his knee and said the most romantic things he stood up and spoke my fluent language, French. At that point I knew he had my heart. We began to talk and it lasted till 2:00am that next morning. Turns out he lives about 10 minutes from where I was currently living.

After I returned home we started seeing more of each other. He was beginning to get serious. I fought the depression and soon I was glowing with life and he was the world to me. My anything and everything. We had been going out for about 6 months when he met my mother.

My mother disapproved of him because of his flaw and soon banned me from seeing him. For a while we went out against her will and had 4 more months of endless happiness. I had met someone who I loved and would spend the rest of my life with him.

On our 1-year anniversary we went out to a fancy French Restaurant as were leaving a man came out of the shadows with a gun. He took my purse and Ji Won's wallet. Someone saw this crime-taking place and screamed at the man to stop. Ji Won threw himself in front of me and the gun went off. The robber ran off into the night and left Ji Won to die.

I held him for the longest time as he bled to his death. Right before he died he told me that we would be together again. He said he loved me and that I would always be in his heart. As he drew his last breath my heart was torn in half. He lay there dead in my arm staring at me with his crystal blue eyes.

Ji Won died on April 20, 2002. But he will always be in my heart. Whenever the wind blows I can still here him whispering sweet nothings in my ear.

main resource

http://www.mylovestories.com/sadlovestorykorean.php

THIS IS URGENT!!! get me...?? goshhh!

Haiyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hari ni, satu penang tak de air! Haish! Masa2 genting macam ni, baru la, nak sakit perut!! Hadoii! We do simpan air, but, i dun feel comfortable!! Yucks!! Haaaaaaa!! Sakit perut tahap apa dah ni! Mmg unforgettable mo

ment lah! Waaa....! could someone...! hahahahhahah! Help! Ahahhahaahah.....

Now i know, how important wa

ter to us! Well, i think i’m used to it.. coz.... kat pilah pun penah je x de air! Hahahaahhah..... siap berangkut2 lagi hha!

Wanna do something to my hair! Bored and yeah! SICK! Bubbye! Love!

the differ thing....

Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy.

~ Marguerite De Valois

Well.... yes... i agree with this statement.... but, losing someone, doesn’t mean u gonna lost everything in your life, especially, when the person dat u lost tu, someone, who i can say... A PLAYER..??? hahhaah.... should be more careful next time.... huuuu.... yeahh.. at least... need time to heal.... just accept it that maybe we are not mean to be together... well2..... to other girl, be pleased to be with him.... get to know him and his words... and then u girls gonna fall for him, and yes! The last part will be tragically and dramatically heaven! I think!

p/s: MAKE UR LIFE BUSY!

Oh yaa!!! I’M NOT GONNA BRING MY LAPPY ALONG WITH ME TO PILAH..bye! nite!

THE WHATEVER!

here, my favourite song!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKwIHfZcU9A

10.24 a.m... 22/12/10

the lost of the third baby hamster.... rest in peace syg! love u!

cuti-cuti... east west of malaysia!

baru sampai rumahh!! Haaaa.... penatnya!! I just went to Terengganu and Kelantan for a hols with my beloved family! Hahahah... so, mmg shopping banyak la jugak... hahhahaha..... bought a new shawl! Nice one! I love it! Well, overall amik masa 7 hours from penang to terengganu... aduuh!! Sakit pnggang haa! Hahaha....but, its ok! Worth sgt2!! I love it! The people, the environment and the weather bila monsoon mcm ni.... suka2.... here are some of the pictures...

Picture above, we went to pantai in Terengganu.. i cant remember the name, but, i have to admit, that is my 1st time tgk wave yang tinggi macam tu!! Shocked! No such things in penang! Play with the sand... oh!! Nice one!!

Yang atas ni pulak, kat muzium negara terengganu! Omgggg!!!! This is such an extraordinary building! It is big and the design was sophisticated!! I can see, they are many section divided in the same area... there are small palaces and plus, TAMAN TAMADUN ISLAM... unfortunately, it was raining at that time, so, we didnt make it to visit the taman, Cuma sempat tunaikan solat kat masjid kristal... this one also very impressived! I mean, the structure and the way the built it!

gotta go.. sleepy alreadyyy!! yawnnnn!

i am bitch!!!!!!!

wau! When we take a sneek peek at the title pun macam wau!!! Wani, what are you thinking....?? so what... people always make mistakes.... hahahah... and so do i....

daddy was right, totally right about guys.... they only tell semua yang manis... yang sebenarnya... THEY NEVER MEAN IT!! Nasib baik baru lagi... kalau tak... melayang otakku! Omg!! Wani... pulang la ke pangkal jalan...! omg!! Hahahaahaha.....

well, semua orang cakap, girls yang dipanggil bitch ni jahat la... apa la... but somehow... they pun orang jugak... tak ada orang yang baik sangat dalam dunia ni... well... lesson of the day, wani love.. u tak boleh cepat fall in love.. haishh... sebenarnya, i pun x pndai motivate diri sendiri...

berapa orang yang tahu sangat whats the meaning of bitch... pandai panggil orang aja... aiseyh! If u guys nak tau sangat... better google! Ahahhaahah..... omg! Dah sleepy... goodnite world!

ok! result! takut! teruk ke...???

biar la orang nak ckap apa pun! memang aku takut nak tengok result! selagi i think i tak ready i tak akan tengok!! I COULD FEEL YANG I DAPAT TERUK!! YA ALLAH!! takutnyaaaa!! ni la yang paling aku tak suka dalam hidup, which is, EXAM AND RESULT! how..!!!

i'm helping toooo!

to all!!

Step 1

Cry out everything you have to cry about! When we get hurt, it's normal (and good) to cry. Don't ever think you're being weak for crying and don't feel embarrassed because of it! It's normal and it's good! When you cry, you let go of part of your anger and hurt so you can feel less heavy. You can lock yourself in a room, if you want to, and put on some sad music...but let yourself feel the pain and cry so you can let it go. The main thing here is: Get rid of the pain! Just let her go!

Step 2

Get busy! When you're trying to get someone out of your head, you need to put other things inside of it. In other words...get busy! It doesn't matter how, you just need to get distracted. Go to a movie, watch a play, travel. It doesn't matter what are you going to do--the important thing is to find something to do. Find a hobby, find something you enjoy doing, something to keep your mind busy. If your mind is busy, it doesn't have time or space to think about the person you're trying to forget.

Step 3

Spend some time with your friends. Friends are always great to have in this kind of situation! Friends can make you feel good about yourself and get you distracted very easily. They will certainly make you laugh and make you see that you're way more important than you think! The only warning is: Ask them not to talk about the person you're trying to forget. If they start bringing the topic up in every conversation, you won't be able to forget, and instead of making you laugh, they're going to make you cry. So be honest and ask them not to talk about it!

Step 4

Avoid the person! Try not to go to places you know you can meet that person. When you're trying to forget someone and you two keep seeing each other, it gets hard to get over it. If you meet him/her somewhere, just be nice and kind, but find an excuse to go away as fast as you can! If you work or study with him/her and you can't avoid seeing him/her, just try not to look and not to talk too much. Just be gentle and keep busy all the time so you won't have excuses to look at him/her or to chat.

Step 5

Go out and see some different faces! Being at home gives you more time to think about it, which makes the process even more difficult. So even if you're not feeling excited or you're in a bad mood, just put on your best clothes, best shoes, best smile, call some friends and go somewhere nice where you can dance, drink, listen to some music. And the most important: See some different faces! When you go out, you notice that the person you're trying to forget is not the only one who's got a perfect smile and an amazing voice...thank god, there are other interesting people around the world, too!

Step 6

Avoid every kind of romantic thing! If you're trying to forget someone, you'd better not watch romantic movies or listen to romantic songs...it makes you feel bad and you will certainly remember the person you're trying to get rid of. It doesn't matter if it's a song you love or if it's playing on the radio...just change the station or do something else! Put on some happy songs, dancing songs, watch some comedies, terror movies, whatever...you just need to avoid the romantic things for now!

Step 7

Take good care of yourself. Women tend to run for some kind of self-destruction when they're hurt. If we break up our perfect relationship, then we have no reason to get our nails done anymore and the only thing that gives us comfort is chocolate and sugar. That way, the only thing we do is to become less attractive and lessen our self-confidence. So if you're hurt, just try to use your pain for yourself instead of against you. Go to the gym, work out a lot, get your nails and hair done...do whatever you can so you can feel more pretty and confident!

Step 8

Accept the process! You can be really strong and it's still going to hurt. The process takes time and you have to accept that! You can't hope to forget in 2 days someone you loved for 2 years...and you can't pretend to be strong if you feel like crying. Just face your pain and accept that it's not easy and it's going to take some time. When you're patient with yourself and your situation, things tend to get easier...

me heart!

today, bangun2 tidur... i felt like something wrong gonna happen!! YA ALLAH.... i hope that everything will be fine, as fine as it could be........ !!!!!!

to all the girls... (including me) hehehe...

After did some research... i mean google.. hahah... i found a few ways to make me, not just me, i think all the girls out there, to examine whether, he likes u, or not.... heheheh....

1. He tells someone

Is he interested? He likes you if he tells a mutual friend that he wants to know more about you, or he asks other people who you are and where you're from. He is trying to act like he's "just asking" but his questions indicate more than a casual interest. And when he tells someone that he finds you attractive, he probably knows that it will get back to you. He's hoping it does.

2. The look

He gives you a look that betrays his calm exterior. Even though he is across the room, "that look" he has says it all. It is sweeping, from your head to your toes, and then his eyes linger on yours. You think you notice the beginning of a tentative smile.

3. The conversation

Does he like you? When he manages to get close enough to you, to ask you questions, he is interested. He appears to be listening and responds to what you say. He's moving in to the ultimate question, which is: "Are you seeing anyone." He would only ask this question if he wanted to date you, and he hopes the answer is "No." Never ever wear a ring in public. When a guy is across the room, he cannot tell which finger it is on and he may assume incorrectly that you are taken. If he doesn't ask you the question of whether or not you are attached, he may ask someone whom you both know.

4. He appears unexpectedly

He likes you a lot if he shows up out of nowhere. He can only do that if he has been asking people about your schedule, or he has been paying attention to where you are going and at what time. His face may turn red when he sees you. A sudden, "Oh, hi," is his way of saying, "I don't want to seem obvious, but I am interested in you." If you feel the same way, do not act shy. Stop and talk to him.

5. EVERYONE likes you

Is he interested? When you are well liked and a happy person, why wouldn't he like you? Of course he does. If you don't have a great life, however, now is your time to start working on one. Take a look at your career possibilities, body image, future, plans, and resources. You may be naturally talented at something, but it won't matter unless you work on your strengths. Misused or unused talents fade away. School and training do not.

These are the five signs that he is interested and he is on the verge of asking you out. Make it easy for him and be friendly. This is where relationships begin.

here's the link...

Read more: http://www.articlesbase.com/dating-articles/how-to-tell-if-a-guy-likes-you-five-signs-hes-interested-320593.html#ixzz16yGRnjPF
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who caressss!!!! grrr!!

hey!! mana boleh marah-marah orang macam tu!!! gila kaaaa...?? marahnyaaaa!! wani!! chilll!!! huuuuuu...!! i got this mix feelings! marah! suka!! love!! hatred!! hish!! mcm2!!! i hate u!!! forever!!! i'm so shocked!! u never be nice to me!! jahat!! hussshhh! signing up for taekwondo soon!! i'm gonna kick their butts!!!

mix-up!

Lynn...

Sorry sebab lambat upload our photo... my phone’s bluetooth ada masalah skit... entah la y.. hihiiihi... but here are some other things yang i think the best part of our outing....

We bought this pink baby together.. i mean babies... hehehehhe.... one for u, and one for me... hehhehhe.... and i’m not sure whther u perasan ke tak, tapikan...... yang i punya baby tembam sikit dari yours!! Akakakak! I letak nama dia BABY TIFFY.... sounds like makanan la pulak kan... but... i think it suits her.. hehehehehe.... LOVE.. LAUGH.. LIFE.. LYNN! XOXO!

Went to sunway mall few days ago, and i bought this book... wait.. wait.. let me put the pic dulu!

THANKX FOR THE MEMORIES... yess..... ouhhh... tak baca pun lagi! I think should start reading it now! Written by cecelia ahern, the one yang tulis P/S: I LOVE YOU... omg!! Still ingat tgk cerita tu! I cried masa the ending part!! Touched!! She might be missing her husband badly!! Waaaaaaaa.... pity her... if i’m in her shoes, most probably, its gonna take like, what the whole life to heal from missing the ome we love!! Waaaaa... sedih2!...

Actually now i know, banyak persoalam dalam our life... whether we like it or not... they’ll come for us.... persoalan dalam family, friends and outsider.. anything that people do, mesti ada sebab... sometimes we even feel weird why people sanggup mencuri or merompak or anything, just to get some money... well. Whether we ingat or tak, actually, MONEY is the one yang rosakkan kita... maybe orang yang curi tu pun, nak jadi kaya, sebab, orang yang serba kekurangan ni, most of the time, orang macam tak ambil hal sangat bout them.... wouh! Money.. money...

raya vs demam

Adoyaaiii!! Penatnya!! Hari ni saja dah mop satu rumahh! Mau patah pinggang.. hahah.. dr tghari smpai malam lah! Fuuhh!! Semua orang ingat yang i ni semangat nak raya la, apa la... bukan ok! Sebenarnya esok ada orang nak datnang merisik kakak sulungku.. i just tolong untuk cantikkan rumah saja, sebab nak tolong benda lain tu, macam impossible saja.... hihihi...

Berita tak baik, sebab, tonsil ku sudah mula membengkak, dan, i dun like that, meaning, memang nak demam, lepas buat kerja tu, badan memang peluh, tapi, still bila kena air.. dia macam pedih!! Auucchh!!!

Ni nak tolong kakak yang 2nd tu buat kek, adoiyaaii!! Tak larat, tapi x pa, esok lusa still boleh rest lagi....

Huuuuhhh... i couldnt take my eyes on u!! U killing me softly inside.. as i look at u, it feels like the old memories keep coming back... i have to admit that, yes, i admit u as my bro, but, how can i forget my first crush in high school. I was 13 and u r 16, celebrating ur sweet 16-teen i think.. hahahha... staring at you while u are walking along the corridor from the opposite block, i never tell u this, but, yes, i did... hahahahahha.... at that time, u r the only “perfect” prefect,.. its ok, next entry i cita pasal u!! Gotta go, nak bake cake!! Muaahhhh!!

Baking-wani!! ahahaha

guys promises...?? to all the girls, patut ke tak dengan kepalsuan ini...??

Haaa!! I dunno what to say at this moment, but, i just need someone who can tell me, can i really believe in a guy..?? for what they said and what they gonna do...?? i’m stuck!! Its like thousand of problems yang i dah dengar dari my frens about guys... haa... how to help...!! help wanted!! Waaaaa...

Wanie_lost!!

it was a nightmare, but, still, the sweetest fairtyale..

don't ever think that i'm talking bout my knight shining armor or my frog prince!! no!! not at all!!! hahahahahah\

its just, i'm back in pen

ang, so, all of my memory, its all now, a FAIRYTALE... goin to be 19, soon!! haishhh!! bweekk!! i wanna be a 5-years-old girl!! dun want lor!!

so, the main topic in the car masa dlm perjalanan balik tadi, "WANI, I THINK YOU SHOULD CHANGE YOUR COURSE.." ... aik...?? bapakku...?? seems like daddy really nak i tukar kos dari dulu, nak sangat... give me some time to think...

daddy nak i ambik medical physic.... so....???? ni yang malas dah nk tulis nih.. hilang mood.. ahhaahhaa'

well, dah smapai penang!! first thing yg i buat, makan garlic nan.... !! waaaauuu!! sedappp!!! lepas gian nak makan kari!! nyum! nyum!!

------>>> penang bridge!! sunset!!

romantik kan..??? ahahahah...

niteeeeeee!! muahx!! what a comfy bed!! ahahahaha

house number 22

it must be hard to those yang ada macam-macam masalah.. well, life wouldn't be perfect kalau tak ada problems... but, its just, how we overcome this..

after almost 5 months i'm here, now, i'm start to pack by luggage back... it seems so fast!!! well, it is almost the end of year.. aging up!! and.. lots of complicated situation, waiting for me IN THE FUTURE..

what will i be...??

lets see, the incident and anything that happen through out this sem... (ikut kronologi)

1. MINGGU MDS..(minggu destini siswa)

minggu yangg di-considerkan as our 'freshieeee week' la... hahhaha.... first day untuk pendaftaran, yang ada masa tu, my mum, my dad, my bro, cousins and the girls!!! yeaahh!! lets see, first impression masa masuk gate yang didesignkan ala-ala kebudayaan orang sini, which is, minangkabau.. NICE!! masuk-masuk aja dalam kawasan uni ni, "not bad, nice place! i'm a nature lover", (try to understand what i'm trying to say).. heheheh... then, dapat kunci rumah.. well, seems like i'm the first!! yeaahhh!! semangat ni!! few minutes later, dapat roomate, macam pemalu... hikhikhik... "tak pe la, aku sorang nanti dah cukup bising bilik ni..." first approach tu muka dia nampak macam ngantuk, tapi, tak kisah la kan.. hheheeheh... right after kemas barang masuk dalam almari semua, annaoucement pun berkemandang ke seluruh blok, "perhatian kepada semua pelajar baru, anda dikehendaki turun ke astaka anjung perpatihn(not sure betul ke tak, dah lupa.. heheheh..", masa tu, macam tercari-cari kat mana la tempat tu, rupanya kat depan tu aje... hikhikhikhikhikhik... bermula lah my new episode as ‘budak baru’.....

2. HAI, NAMA SAPE..??

Hahah.. ni yang paling best! Jumpa housemate semua, then, tanya nama, hahahaaha... lawak sangat! Hahahah.... lets see, diorang nih,

1. NUR NADHRAH HANUM BT. NADZHARI (AS 114) (DIP IN MICROB)

~ kitorang panggil dia kak hanum, asai, Kedah mai, rajin belajar pre-calculus, pelik betul aku, 24/7 asyik dengan buku pre-calculus.... suka sangat kot.. tapi, aku x minat.. hehhehe.... akak ni ada fall untuk sorang abang mikrob jugak, entah name ape tah.. hikhik.. knal, tapi susah nak ingat nama dia, panjang sangat! LOCATION : RT(ruang tamu) hihihi

2. NOR AKMAL AMIRA BT. JAMAL (AS 116) (DIP IN FOOD TECH.)

~panggilan popular, BEDAH, merangkap roomate ku!! Ohhh!! Dia ni la yang paling banyak aku kongsi.. boleh dikatakan semua jugak la...! hikhikhikhikhikhikhik.... suka kimia, memang kalau kimia, tanya je la apa2 pun, wajib and mesti dia boleh jawab! Hihihi.... muka ada macam pemalu and memang dia ni pemalu pun.. hahahah... tapi, kalau monsoon gelak dia datang, jangan harap nak senyap! Ahhaahahah.... made in TERENGGANU, hhihih... kopok lekor makanan fveretnyaaa!! Hahaha..

LOCATION : BILIK 2212

3. NUR ASHIQIN BT. ROSLI (AS 201) (BACHELOR IN BIOLOGY STUDIES)

~ haaa.. akak shikin kitorang panggil, memang kaki gelak! Kadang-kadang, tak sempat dia habiskan cerita, dia yang gelak dulu! Hahaahah... menggilai buku sangat2!! Buku bio tu kalau boleh, time masuk toilet pun nak dibawak!! Hahaahah... maybe dah ada yang punya, kenalan lama katanya.. hihihi... the one yang panggil aku, bontot comel! Hahah! Asal, negeri Sembilan (dokek jo la!!)

LOCATION : BILIK 2222 (cantik number)

4. NURUL HAJAR BT. JAMIL (AS116) (DIP IN FOOD TECH.)

~berkulit cerah! Thats hajar! Cantik! Tinggi and everything bout her is perfect!! Pandai dalam pre-calculus, chemistry, and physics!! Recently ada jangkitan chickenpox kat dia, so, muka dia naik bintik2... me 2!! Hahahhahahahaha.... ini memang sudah dipunyai, nama bf, IZZAT, wahwah! Pasangan bahgia!! Both asal dari Pahang, dengar2 diorang ni schoolmate dulu, mayb love at the first sight kot! Hahahahaahaha....

LOCATION : BILIK 2221

5. FATIN NABILA BT. MUHAMAD

FILDAUS (AS 110) (DIP IN PLANTATION MANAGEMENT)

~haaa...! ni antara yang memang warga yang suka bangun awal, sebab kena masuk ladang, pukul 5 dh kna siap! Waaaaauuuu!!! Memang rajin!! Tempat dia x pernah sepah! Bangga tengok! Hikhikhikhikhik.... boleh dikatakn ustazah dalam rumah ni.. hihih.. banyak nasihat yg telah disalurkn!! Thank u yop! Asal Perak!! Ate teman dekat aje dengan mike! Sudah berpunya, nama bf tak dapat dikenal pasti..

LOCATION : BILIK 2231...

6. NURUL EZZATTY BT. AB RAHMAN (AS 120) (DIP IN SCIENCE)

~ni blogger paling aktif dalam rumah!! Love her idea! Kecil molek! Comel! Suka benda yang cute2... ada teddy warna pink, besar punyaaaaa!! Suka beli barang online... thanx to her, i’m starting to buy things on9 now!! Hehehehehe.... status kat FB, married to, NURAZWANI BT AB JALIL... hahahahaahaahaahahaha.... asal Perak jugak! Oh yaaa!! Birthday sama dengan FATIN, dah la roomate, dua2 kecil molek, dua2 comel! Birthday pun sama!! Haiyaaaaa!!

LOCATION : BILIK 2232

7. NURAZWANI BT. AB JALIL (AS118) (DIP IN TEX. TECH.)

~I OWN THIS BLOG!! SO, NO NEED NAK ELABORATE PASAL I! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

LOCATION : BILIK 2211

the goodbye... (surprisingly, not mine)

well, actually, this is not my goodbye, of course not! NO! but only, that, i'm listening to miley cyrus, the song's called GOODBYE....

past few days ago, my cla

ssmate, lets just address her as A, she broke up with her boyfriend, well, i think this song could be 'ok' in he situation... frankly, do guys always like that..?? its easy for them to say the oath to live together, to be in happiness and sorrow, to be loyal to us through everything, but, I.D.T.S!!!!!!!

pity her! luckily never been in that situation before because..... i nver had 1 lol!! hahahahahhaahhaahahahahhah!

to my friend, A, dont worry, u'll found someone else.... millions of guys ada on this earth, not only him!! ok!! and to that guy, who do you think you are...?? i dont mind if you are a good looking guy, but for you information, YOU ARE NOT!! took people money!! hey you! hisshhh!! (now i'm overacted) ahahahhaha! luckily never met him, or else, he's digging his own grave!!! omg! you are so barking at the wrong tree!!! i repeat, THE WRONG TREE!! hahahah! u'll see, what will happen to you!! the day will surely come!! SURELY!!!!

theangrypinkywanie!!!!!!!!

uhukkk..?? boyfriend..??

i never thought of it... well... most of my friend memang dah ada steady boyfriend.. but, will it last forever?? thats the best.. well.. well.... i dun think so... boyfriend is just some kind of other necessity, not main..! like whoaa!!!

i admit, sometimes, they could make us smile..

sometimes, they could make us feel, sleepy.. argghh..

but the point here is, we can have thousand of boyfriends, but we only a mum n a dad, love them with all your heart, care for them, pray for their happiness now and hereafter..

its not like, having a boyfriend is not good... but... i think, 18 years old?? its too young.. achieve your goal first! then, get married laaaaa!!! haiyaaaaaa!!