very soon

its now 8.10a.m... huh! 1 more to go before PLKN.... waaa... wat a beautiful morning... well, barang2 semua dh pack... cant wait to go... being away from everything... wat a relief! hahahha.... nothing much to be plan, but, i'm fine...

90th post....

The laz post for tonite.Dh ckup 24 jam Lyn x tido semata-mata nk blogging.Dh2...Lyn dh x larat.Mata pun dh berat,Azan pun dh berkumandang.Nampaknya,sehari lg Lyn will be leaving to PLKN.hahaha.Kan Lyn nk pergi sgt,so the moment dh semakin hampir.Xcited???Memang xcited gler.Klau x masakan Lyn panik bla x dpt surat posting PLKN.Lyn yakin,Lyn balik nnt,semua tragedi yg pernah happen akan lupus dri ingatan Lyn.InsyaAllah.'



Abg Fairuz tu lawak ar...Lyn blum gi PLKN,dia dh ckap jaga diri leklok,jgn gaduh dgn org and so on...haha.Mama plak dh mula berleter dh.Nape x tido lg?I noe she concern bout me but please ar...Lyn nk blogging puas-puas sebelum gi plkn.Nampaknye target Lyn nk buat 100 posts untuk blog Lyn dh x jd la.hahaha.Nnt RAJA Faiz Lyn tu glak la.hahaha.Smua org x kenal sape Raja Faiz cuma Lyn seorg je kenal.

Pelangi...

Kadang kala Tuhan turunkan petir dan kilat,kita menangis mencari ke mana hilangnya matahari,rupa-rupanya Tuhan ingin memberi kita pelangi.

Pelangi sering diibaratkan cantik,nampak sgt dkat dgn kita tetapi smpai kiamat sekalipun,x mungkin dicapai oleh kita.Alangkah hebatnye,pencipta kita.Dia mampu mencipta smua benda di muka bumi ni dgn mempunyai keistimewaan yg tersendiri.Meskipun tiada yg lebih sempurna daripada Dia namun,semua benda di dunia ni amatla mengagumkan.

He is bc!!!!!!!

Citer dia sgt simple...Pkul 5a.m dia on fb,Lyn tgh upload pic time tu.Dh nmpak Dia on,Lyn pun cuba nasib buat kali terakhir kat YM.YES!Dia reply...alhamdulilah at last ok gk.Cmtu la yg Lyn nk.Lyn dh x risaukan anything.Skrg cuma tinggal Afzan.Nnt Lyn akan msg dia.Lyn yakin Afzan akan fham nape Lyn x dapat trima dia.

Wanie...
My stuffs dh settle.Tinggal u je blum.Bila nk trus terang dgn Dia?Cepat sebelum terlambat.Lyn dh x de masa nk tlg u dgn Dia yg jauh di Dublin.U kena segera...Thx gurl for everything.Kita sama-sama doakan agar ur mum.Lyn percaya mama Wanie kuat orgnye apatah lg dgn sokongan abah,abg Mua,kak sue,sis and urself.Lyn percaya,allah akan lindungi dia dari sebarang yg tidak baik.Kita byk2 berdoa dan bersabar.

.....
Thx sudi maafkan Lyn.Mcm ni Lyn dh happy.Ckup setakat di sini.Kemaafan yg ikhlas dari hati u je yg Lyn nk.Nampaknya,x sia-sia pengorbanan Lyn.Lyn sygkan u tp Lyn sedar sape diri Lyn pd u.Apepun,thnx for everyting.Lyn x pernah putus doakan u dan Dia.Hope u guys always happy.If u happy,Lyn pun dh happy.Even the truth hurts but I still can smile and say I am happy if u are happy.Tu je la yg Lyn mampu lakukan.Lyn hnye mampu,berdoa dari jauh,agar u bahagia kerana I bknnya org yg dpt menggembirakan u.Lyn trima kenyataan itu dan akan berlalu pergi dr idup u.Kita x lebih dr seorg kwn dan u r my bro as u always said.

Yg dh puas hati...
Lyn...

3 pagi!!!!

26/03/10

Tgh2 mlm ni Lyn duk chat dgn Izzat.Izzat tnye Lyn sape THAT GUY yg slalu mentioned dlm blog.Dia dh tau sape.Sah dia terkejut.hahaha.Sape sangka Lyn dgn Dia?Even Fara dgn wanie pun terkejut tp everything dh berakhir.Lyn sedang move on hidup bru tp Izzat plak yg risaukan Lyn.haha.Lynkan snow princess dan jgk miss independent.

Alrite...td Hazeeq chat dgn Lyn.Seriously,I kind of miss him.hehe.Erm,we talk about preparation Lyn ke PLKN.Lyn ckap dun worry Lyn akan balik as a kaum hawa yg independent.Dia plak cakap,Lyn,no matter wat u still need an adam.Lyn tnye dia balik,wat for klau menyakitkan hati?
He said.come on ar Lyn,u ni baik xkan la ada yg snggup lukakan hati u.Hell,no?Habis tu yg sal Dia tu ape?Lyn pun ckap kat Hazeeq,ntah la...ssh bg Lyn nk percaya kat laki dh.

Bagi Lyn skrg,ape yg penting is masa depan Lyn,bkn lg permainan cinta yg hnye sementara.Lyn nk kejar cinta yg lebih sempurna iaitu CINTA DIA YG SATU...Hanya cinta itu yg dpt menyakinkan Lyn bahawa cinta tu tidak menyakitkan.Lyn hanya manusia biasa yg x dpt lari dr kesilapan tp Lyn happy sebab at least Lyn sedar akan kesilapan Lyn...InsyaAllah Lyn akan membetulkan smua salah Lyn yg dlu untuk menjadi gadis yg lebih baik.

Lynn...

Apa erti rindu ini?

Ada org tnye Lyn kat fb.Carol,mcm mne nk lupa seseorg yg kita pernah syg?Then Lyn pun tringat kat satu quote ni'It take a second to remember sumone's name but it take a lifetime to forget sumone.Then Lyn nampak plak ayat ni dlm blog seseorg-hal yg paling menyedihkan dlm idup ialah ketika bertemu dgn seseorg yg sgt bererti buat kamu dan akhirnya kamu harus membiarkan dia berlalu pergi.Then Lyn jumpa ayat satu ni dlm blog yang sama-jika kita mencintai seseorg,kita akan sentiasa mendoakannya walaupun dia x berada di sisi kita.Lyn rasa all this quote sgt bermakna bg Lyn.Lyn bgtau kawan Lyn kat fb ni.Lyn ckap mmg impossible untuk lupakan seseorg yg pernah memberi kebahagiaan kepada kita.Lyn ckap kat dia,buat ape nk lupakan dia sedangkan Dia ialah salah satu kenangan indah dlm idup kita.Dia ckap,Carol,talk is easy tp seksa bila kita lupakan org tu dan trus mengharapkan org tu kembali pd sisi kita.Lyn gtau kat bff Lyn ni,mmg pyah nk lupa kat org yg kita pernah syg...Especially org yg pernah buat kita gembira.Lyn admit...mmg ssh bg Lyn lupakan laki tu tp thank god skrg Lyn dh much better.

Lyn...

What else haven't done????

Two days more then I am leaving.Lyn dh siap almoz everything except...I still haven't got his forgiveness.X pe la...biarla,he is ain't important anymore.Dia...melukakan hatiku,mengunci pintu hatiku dan Dia jgk bg Lyn kekuatan untuk jgn percayakan kaum adam lg.

Kwn2???Damn!I gonna miss them like hell.Tp Lyn akan jumpa kawan baru di sana.InsyaAllah niat Lyn ke sana akan tercapai.Bru la Lyn x regret pilih jalan ni.It take lots of courage to tell my parents that I am not goin to Korea nor Dublin.I love Malaysia so I think gi National Service boleh jd one of the way I support One Malaysia.Actually Lyn harap Lyn gi sana,Lyn dpt jumpa Nurlyna Ariesya Khairunnissa.Lyn harap Lyn dapat balik dri PLKN sebagai kaum hawa yg sebaik Asiah Yusra.Lyn percaya dgn doa-doa semua,Lyn bley capai impian Lyn.

Abg Fairuz...
Abg Lyn yg byk membimbing Lyn dan byk mengajar Lyn erti Islam.Lyn syg sgt dgn Abg Lyn ni sbb dialah satu-satunya yg x pernah lupa janjinya pd Lyn.abg juga antara first yg sedar akan kewujudan Lyna Riesya.Dan abg x pernah bantah mahupun memandang rendah pd Lyn.Malah dia sering sokong Lyn dan memberi nasihat pd Lyn.Lyn happy sgt dpt abg mcm dia.Mudah-mudahan,Allah selalu melindungi dirinya.

Lyn...

My laz day...

25/03/10

Today is my laz day to online before i leave to Plkn.Ramai yg mcm shocked bila Lyn choose Plkn over oversea.haha.Lyn sendiri pun terkejut dgn keputusan Lyn.Lyn mmg nk pergi jauh dan lupakan semua kisah lalu tp...Lyn belum bersedia untuk pergi terlalu jauh.Lyn xnak Lyn pergi oversea juz to heal this pain.Rasa mcm x berbaloi.i have to faced it no matter what.



Td Lyn gi medical check-up,alhamdulilah everything's fine.Lyn takut sgt masa check-up.Lyn takut diaorg dpt detect penyakit lama Lyn tp YES!Lyn disahkan normal dan tidak mengalami sebrg masalah kesihatan.



Terharu gler td,mama Jami call Lyn.She asked me to take care dan dia slalu doakan keselamatan.Ya Allah,Lyn syg mama Jami mcm mama Lyn sendiri.Terlalu byk yg dia korbankan demi bdk2 5Alpha dan 5 Beta.Harap2 kejayaan kami smua,ckup untuk mengembirakan dia.



Nama Lyn x pernah luput dr ingatan cikgu2 SMKDOB.Td Lyn gi sekolah untuk mengesahkan sijil.Lyn langkah masuk je,memori2 Lyn di sekolah tu bermain di fikiran Lyn mcm video music.Rasa mcm nk balik ke masa dulu tp apakan daya Lyn...Lyn bukannya mcm lelaki dlm citer The Time Traveller's Wife.I can't travel to the past nor the future.All I can is appreciate all the time I have now.

Lyn...

Love quotes...

Terputus cinta mmg menyakitkan,tp kita kena ingat bahawa perpisahan itu ditentukan oleh jarak dan masa.Klau bersedih demi cinta terhalang dan x kesampaian,anggaplah kesedihan itu sebagai hujan-lebat atau lama ia akan reda jua.

Jangan mencintai seseorg seperti bunga kerana bunga akan layu kala musim berganti.Cintailah mereka seperti sungai kerana sungai x akan pernah berhenti mengalir.

Terdapat byk bebintang di langit tetapi hanya satu yg begitu menyerlah sehingga dapat perhatianmu.Dari kalangan yang kamu pilih abaikan ialah sebutir bintang yang snggup menyinari anda walau dimana saja kamu berada...

Tinggal Kenangan....

Lagu ni best gler.Lyn rasa smua org yg frust mesti tau lagu ni.Hahaha.Frust dgn cinta la virus yg paling berbahaya.Org kata HIV tu berbahaya sbb x de ubat yg boleh cure penyakit tu tp at least ada juga vaksin yg mampu melambatkan growth virus tu.Penyakit frust cinta ni mmg no cure at all.The only way is time and bergantung juga pd diri kita sendiri.Kita kena kuat dan redha dgn ape yg telah terjadi.Mmg ssh nk accept yg kita terpaksa jauh dari insan yg kita syg tp itu la cinta yg x kekal.Bercinta dgn DIA Yg Satu x akan mengecewakan kita so lebih byk kita kejar cinta yg kekal drpd cinta yg menyakitkan hati kita.

Lyn...

Today...

23/03/10



At last,letter invitation for PLKN dh sampai.Happy?Guess so...hehe.I gonna miss my frenz and mama.Dgn papa x reuk sgt impak dia coz papa kat ada kat Korea.Masalahnya is dgn org2 yg slalu ada dgn Lyn,then tetiba Lyn kena leave diaorg mmg ssh skit la.Tp ape gunanya Lyn trus online jika it hurt me like hell inside.As I said,PLKN is the best hideout.Hopefully dlm 3 months ni Lyn dpt happy skit berbanding skrg.Bkn Lyn x happy skrg cuma rasa mcm ada beban dlm hati.Berat sgt...Harap-harap pemergian Lyn buat sementara ni mampu memberi ruang pd Lyn untuk berfikir...Lyn kena belajar jd Miss Independent.Insyaallah boleh balik sbg kaum hawa yg kuat seperti Srikandi Abu Bakar.

Cinta x semestinya dimiliki...

Lyn jumpa post ni kat satu website.Ni la post dia.Lyn bkn ciplak,juz nk share dgn semua.





Bila kita jatuh cinta pd seseorg,jgn menyiksa diri dgn mengganggap bahawa cinta kita x diterima.


Cinta itu x pernah ditolak kerana setiap insan memerlukan dan menginginkannya untuk dicintai.


Wujudkan cinta itu dgn memberikan sesuatu bukannya mengharapkan sesuatu balasan kerana apa yg diberi kerana cinta slalu dtg pd hati kita saat itu juga.



Kebhagiaan memberi jauh lebih sempurna dr kebahagiaan menerima tapi...lain bila kita menginginkan sesuatu yg kita cintai.Itu yg menghiris pedih di dada...



Jangan menyeksa diri dgn menginginkan sesuatu ,jangan siakan dengan beban yg berat di hati...
Keinginan memiliki mungkin x kesampaian tp....

Percayalah pada diri,
Selalunya cinta yg kita berikan seadanya,
Takkan pernah bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Hari Lagu buat Lyn dan Wanie...

Dh tgh mlm tp Lyn dgn Wanie duk menyanyi sampai x ingat dunia.We sang lots of song.Siap Lyn tulis syair kat Wanie.hahaha.Syair tu khas utk dia dgn seseorg di Dublin.hahaha.Dia siap bg abg Mua baca,ish2.Memalukan...Yg best is kami nyanyi lagu Kenangan Terindah by Samson.


Apa yg tertulis untukku,
Adalah yg terbaik untukmu,
Kan ku jdkan kau kenangan yg terindah dlm hidupku,
Namun xkan mudah bgku,
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu ,
Yg telah terukir abadi sebagai kenagan yg terindah.



Then Wanie duk sruh nyanyi lagu Ayat-Ayat Cinta juz becoz dia ckap my story ada gaya Ayat-Ayat Cinta.hehe.Nasib baik x mcm Munajah Cinta sbb that guy trus bg ckup kuota.hahahahaBila ckp sal lagu Ayat-Ayat Cinta,Lyn terus tringat kat abg Rief.Dlu masa nk spm,dialah yg selalu nyanyi lagu ni untuk Lyn time kami study sesama.Yg paling Lyn x suka,abg Rief suka perli Lyn dgn lagu Yuna,Dan Sebenarnya.Sbb time tu Lyn benci kat sumone ni.Pantang nampak Dia,nnt Lyn akan jd bad mood.haha.So abg Rief pun nyanyi la part
Adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta,
Yg masih bersemadi untukmu,
Dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyumanmu itu,
Kau juga merindui aku...
Abg Rief saja perli Lyn dgn lagu tu,sbb that guy macam ada chemistry dgn Lyn.haha.Tu smua dh berakhir...

Geram!!!!

Damn geram...Adalah kawan Lyn seorg ni.Bestfren Lyn masa kat sekolah,a guy la.X sangka dia changed so fast.Bru 3 bulan x jumpa,perangai semua dh change dgn drastik.Lyn pun terkejut dgn the way he talked.Dia ni mana pernah marah Lyn,tetiba Lyn ungkit sal ex dia,dia melenting.Laz-laz Lyn dpt tau tu bkn dia.Org lain yg tlah guna profile dia.Adui...for no reason Lyn dh gaduh dgn dia.Teruk!!!

Mutiara...

Sinetron indonesia yg ditayangkan di TV9.Every morning,monday sampai thursday Lyn mesti layan citer ni.Very touching story.Sedih tp sweet.It is about a pair of female twins.Seorg nama Mutia,seorg lg Tiara.Mutia ni lemah sbb dia sakit so the parents layan dia cm princess la.Tiara plak opposite,dia ni lasak,actif ramai kwan tp...dia kurang dpat attention from her parents.If Mutia sakit,Tiara akan jd mangsa mama dia lepas tension.They both like the same guy.Adui...Imagine la,pedih sgt bila things mcm ni happen.Klau bestfreb together suka pd seorg pun dh ckup tragis ni akan plak twin sister,lagilah menyeksakan.Theme song untuk drama ni best sgt.It is sang by Ungu,Cinta Dalam Diam.Lagu ni deep sgt meaning dia.
"Mungkin ini mmg jln takdirku,mengagumi tanpa dicintai,x mengapa bgku asalkan kau bahagia dgn hidupmu"
Tu la lirik yg menyentuh hati Lyn.

Caroline?

Caroline ni watak kat anime Paradise Kiss,my favourite anime.Faiz la yg bg Lyn tringat sal this girl.Laz nite he mentioned bout that girl.Nama Lyn dgn this girl sama je cuma spelling lain.Carolyn&Caroline.hahaha

Lyn pernah ada hairstyle exactly mcm Caroline.X silap Lyn,time tu hujung tahun 2008.Time tu mmg Lyn suka gler anime tu.Hairstyle Caroline tu mmg la cute tp kena pandai bawa attitude la so that x nampak nerd.

That Picture!!!

Td Lyn transfer file dari hp ke laptop.Lyn terview gmbar yg Lyn tangkap dgn Dia.Gosh!Should i delete it?Mmg Lyn patut delete tp Lyn syg gmbar tu.Tu je la satu-satunya kenangan lyn dgn Dia.Wanie ckap gmbar tu kami look sweet.Lyn xtaula dia simpan lg x gmbar tu.Rasanya x sebab nnt THAT GURL akan nmpak.X pe la,Lyn simpan je la gmbar tu.At least time Lyn sdey sbb dia nnt Lyn xkan sdey sgt sbb gmbar tu akan jd pengubat rindu Lyn.sekurang-kurangnya,kami pernah happy together even for a very short time.Citer Lyn dgn Dia exactly mcm flower,insect and honey.Honey???hahaha.Lyn ckup fobia dgn that word.Bila dgr atau nampak je that word,Lyn mcm pelik.hahaWanie said is trauma.Fara plak ckap ish Lyn ni fobia nma dia plak.haha.Sbb nama penuh Fara,Farahani.Dlu kitaorg pnggil dia Honey.Tp since dia suka nama Fara,kami pun dh x pnggil dia Honey.Lyn plak ciplak nama honey sejak Lyn close dgn buaya tu.Farah haida,Farah seorg lg ckap hubungan Lyn dgn buaya tu cm ala-ala Ayat-Ayat Cinta.haha.Tu dh over la Farah tp adalah sikit-sikit.Hubungan kami ni mcm adaptasi dr filem tu la...

Ayat-ayat Cinta...

Movie ni best sgt dan byk iktibar yg boleh diambil dr filem ini.Watak utma,Fahri,lelaki yg sgt susah nk ditemui pd zaman ini.Dia ada ciri-ciri kaum adam yg sgt Lyn sanjungi.Apapun,Fahri ni hanya insan biasa so x bolehlah perfect sgt.Dia pun sumtimes jd unfair pd isteri2 dia.Part yg paling menyayat hati is masa second wife dia,Maria,meninggal time tgh solat.Bg Lyn,Lyn rasa kedua-dua isteri dia sgt mulia.Diaorg cintakan Allah dan diaorg snggup berkorban demi Dia Yg Satu.Diaorg pun korbankan hati dan perasaan diaorg demi Fahri.Perempuan mana yg snggup berkongsi kasih?Lyn sendiri pun dpt buat begitu tp Lyn sedar kita x dpt memiliki hati seseorg dgn sepenuhnya.Lyn rasa klau kita sygkan seseorg tu dgn ikhlas tanpa mengharapkan sbrg balasan ckup akan membhagiakan kita.

Janji tinggal janji...

Lyn thout janji-janji Dia pd Lyn tu semua masih valid.Dia pernah bgtau Lyn yg dia xkan sakitkan hati Lyn.Dia akan jaga Lyn and he promised that he won't hrt me anymore but???Everything upside down.Lyn terluka than before.Hati Lyn tambah bersalah.As I always said,I dun need another person to teach me the meaning of hurt.Hati Lyn sekarang mmg dh jd sesejuk salji.Sebelum ni Lyn dh mmg susah nk trima lelaki dlm hidup Lyn,tmbah plak tragedi ni lgla Lyn fobia.Haha.Ala...x kisah pun sbb best frens Lyn kan ada.All bcoz them bru Lyn masih lg mampu stand alone dgn teguh.Thx all,Lyn syg sgt kat u guys.Ego???Dia ckap Lyn ni ego.Habis tu Dia x ego?Lyn dulu pun x reti nk ego tp sjak close dgn dia,Lyn pun dh terikutkan egois dia.Lyn bknnya ego smpai x kisahkan perasaan org lain.Adalah satu dua things yg mmg Lyn x dpt nak tolak ansur.But klau pasal org2 yg Lyn syg,Lyn sentiasa ready utk berkorban.Asalkan org yg ada di samping Lyn semuanya happy,Lyn pun akan happy walaupun lyn terpksa berkorban nyawa.

Tido Lambat!!!!

Lyn tido lambat gler.Apa yg Lyn buat?Apa lg,curl up in my room dgn my diary,handphone and novel(Tautan Hati).hahaha.Lyn pun x tau nape susah sgt nk lelapkan mata .Mmgla ngantok tp x boleh nk tido.Wat the hell am I thinking?Lyn pun x tau the answer.But afterall is no so bad becoz at least Lyn dpt spend time dgn diary Lyn.At first Lyn ingatkan nk main piano tp mama dh tido so x nak ganggu dia.Lgpun dh 2a.m,sape yg main piano time cmtu?Lyn pun blum la insane smpai nk main piano tgh2 mlm.Nnt for no reason tears drop on my piano plak.

Lyn...

who do u think u r..???

ape nk jadik ni..??? semakin hari smkin tension dibuatnya! ahahahah! a few days 2 go b4 i'm goin 2 plkn! gonna mis everybody, ma, pa, bro, siss, frens... n him... i've been online for a few hours...! tapi, notin interestin happen! amora is a big fat LIAR!!!

listening to 'who do u think u r..??' by spice girl! i love them since i was 5! u go girl! hahah! maybe bcoz of diskriminasi or class yg berbeza... we seems differ in many ways! who do u think u r..??? u can change anytin in me! i am what i am! waaa...! sdih lor! i approach dia, tapi, x dilyan!! buruknya rasa ini! hahahahha! i gotta admit, i'm stupid! u noe wat boy, i'm sick of u! so sick! dis is so unacceptble! i tot u r the most understndg guy eva! but! its all ridiculous! u got the same inheritance prob jus like other guys! ego!! take that out! i'm annoyed!!

wateva u nk think, go on! i dun care... should i..??

sick sick! well, mayb dia x pnah tau pape... well, wateva! mls nk fkir bnyk... pening kpla ku!

wanie...........

Snow!!!

Klau malaysia ada snow,bestnye...Lyn x pernah pun rasa snow tu cmne.Nk buat cmne,blum ada chance nk skiing kat oversea.Tringat plak kat kwn Lyn(Raja Faiz)haha,dia kata nk bawa princess ni tgk snow nnt.Cm funny la kan?Tp Lyn bknnya nk gi tmpat yg penuh glamor cm Paris ke,Ireland ke,US ke.Lyn cuma nk ke Itali.A place full of arts yg sgt mengagumkan...Kat sana mmg best,tu pun Lyn dgr dr papa dgn mama.They honeymoon there before.Lyn?Lyn x pernah lg smpai kat situ.Bila la nk pergi kan?Tp Lyn tgk London pun best jgak.Lyn tringat kat abg Rief,dia kata dia suka Jeju Island.Lyn pernah sampai sana.Mmg best.Eventhough Lyn gi sana 4 years ago tp kecantikan pantai itu,Lyn ingat smpai skrg.Klau ada rezeki,insyaAllah boleh pergi lg ke sana.

Rain....

Lyn mmg suka ujan.Especially time Lyn sedih.Lyn rasa mcm ujan boleh hanyutkan kesedihan Lyn.Lyn tringat lg Dia ckap Lyn ni amoi jiwang.hahaha.Biar la,as long as I am happy.Almost smua org yg rapat dgn Lyn tau Lyn ni mmg suka hujan.Lyn suka sgt hujan sbb byk sgt kenangan pahit manis dlm hidup Lyn yg happen masa hujan.Masa Lyn 9 years old,time hujan lebat la Lyn dimasukkan ke hospital akibat asma.Smua started becoz Lyn main hujan.Then since that day,mama halang Lyn main hujan tp Lyn je la yg degil.Everytime klau Lyn main hujan mama mesti mrah tp nk buat cmne dh Lyn mmg suka hujan.Rite now,Lyn dh x brani main hujan sgt,sbb klau main over skit,Lyn akan sakit truk.Serik!

Kenangan manis?Hahaha...time sekolah la.Time exam hujan lebat,then dh la tension dgn exam,hujan plak.haih...then ada seorg abg senior yg close dgn Lyn tetiba share payung dgn Lyn.Adui...bestnye.Cm dlm drama tp abg tu dh jauh...however dia ingat lg time tu.It is one of the best memories in our life.hahaha

OMG!

19/03/10



Today seorg lg tau sal Nurlyna Ariesya Khairunnissa.That guy is Afiq Affandi,a best fren of mine.Dia ni close dgn Lyn time sekolah tp Lyn x pernah gtau dia pun sal Lyna riesya tu.So dia mmg x tau langsung.Haha.Td masa on Fb,dia ckap,can I ask u sumthing?Lyn pun jd cm takut la nape tetiba nk tnye sumthing.Rupa-rupanya dia nak tnye sal tu.Haha.Suspen btul la.Nasib baik Lyn x heart attack.Then dia pun interview sal benda tu la.Adakah ptut dia ckap kat Lyn r u serious?Dia ni la,benda tu mna boleh main-main.Ish!

Nur Arif...haha.Dia kata Lyna Rieya tu cantik.haha.Lyn pun gelak la then dia kata serious la.Ok2,Lyna Riesya cantik tp Lyn?hahaha.Ala,cantik ke x tu bkn main point sbb dekat Dia Yg Satu,semua sama je.X de beza pun,yg membezakan kita sesama manusia is kelakuan kita.Asalkan kita buat apa yg Dia redha,Lyn yakin kita akan dpt ganjaranNya.Kekdg Lyn rasa mcm penat sgt kena faced mcm2 kat idup ni tp Lyn tringat ckap seorg ustaz ni la.Dia ckap seseorg tu menghadapi berbagai dugaan sbb Dia syg pd kita.Dia nk didik kita utk menjadi lebih kuat dan mengajar kita erti sebenar ketabahan.



Psal mamat yg sakitkan hati Lyn tu plak.What he wanna be,let him be la.As long as he happy sdah.Lyn td tengok citer HSM2.Ada plak part lagu I Gotta Go My Own Way,apa lg Lyn pun sing-a-long la.haha.Mama pun cm terkejut tetiba Lyn nyanyi lagu tu.haha.Well,she dunno bout THAT GUY.Ala,x pyh tau pun x pe becoz we r nothing dh pun.

PLKN!
A best hideout for me.I dunno la wat will happen there,but I'm gonna miss my blog.Nevermindla,ada diary wat so not a big deal la.Masalah Lyn is hati Lyn.Ntah nape cm berat je nk leave to PLKN.Eswaari call up,she said PLKN tu best sgt.Rmai kwn...That's the main point.Lyn rasa Lyn kena socialised to forget bout that buaya.Lyn yakin Lyn boleh sbb Lyn kan snow princess(klau faiz baca mesti dia gelak.)

Lyn...

am i missing sumtin?

its been a few days i xchat ngn dia... kinda mis him! owh! ape ni! slalu ja ingt dia! wel, i noe hes comin back soon! but, i really nees lynn's help... she is my everythin... she is the one yg tlg i ngn dat guy... well, i must say, i do like him, but, not sure bout his feelin... just back from slepover kat umh sherry... hahahaah.... tgk crita eiffel i'm in love... kalau i have a guy yg macam Adit dlm cita 2! i would b thankful! dia mcm garang, sbb malu nk tuntk yang dia suka dat girl! but at last, he proposed her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

besnya! next week, blog ni x kn active dh... me n carolyn dh nk g plkn! watta! i hate plkn!

wanie...........

I guess...

18/03/10

I noe he hate me like hell rite now.X kisah la,Lyn snggup dibenci dia asalkan that gurl x terluka.I happy bcoz at least antara Lyn dgn dia adanya kenangan yg manis buat Lyn.Mungkin Dia x tau betapa seksanya hati Lyn bila terpaksa pergi dari hidup dia apatah lagi dibencinya.Lyn snggup tnggung sakit ini asalkan x de org lain yg terluka.Lyn yakin satu hari nnt dia akan faham niat sebenar Lyn.

Ez...
Maafkan Lyn.Lyn x dpt trima Ez.Lyn dh lama tutup hati Lyn untuk terima sesape.Lyn harap Ez akan fham diri Lyn satu hari nnt.Lyn doakan agar Ez akan jumpa seseorg yg menjadi pemilik tulang rusuk kiri Ez...

Hari ni feelin Lyn cmpur baur.Lyn happy sbb Abg Harith sembang dgn Lyn.He still concern Lyn cm dlu.Td Lyn dgn Afiq duk pekena Tasya dgn Izzat.haha.Klau Izzat tau,nahas Lyn.Lyn follow blog Afiq hari ni,tu pun scara coincident.Time kami chat td,dia gtau dia duk update blog so Lyn pun minta link,follow je la.
Then tiba la saat Lyn sdey.Tetiba dlm Fb,Dia ckap dia benci diri Dia.Lyn rasa mcm nk sgt ada beside him to hear him out but apa daya Lyn?Lyn dh x de dlm idup dia.I feel bad bout this.Rasa mcm Lyn ni x guna langsung.He help me but I did nothing.Ya Allah,apa yg Lyn nk buat?Hati Lyn sdey la bla cmni.Kami dekat tp jauh!Dh2!Lyn SUDAH!U promise urself jgn sad becoz of him anymore so nape Lyn sdey?Kekdg Lyn rasa mcm Lyn ni bodoh.Bodoh sgt.Dia dh x ingat lngsung kat Lyn tp Lyn duk x abis2 ingat kat dia buat ape kan.Lgpun dia ada gf so biar la the love of his life yg care for him.I still have to move on with my life!Ni Lyn la,princess tau so mne boleh biar org lain yg rule my life.I gotta go my on way and let bygone be bygone.

Seronoknye....

16/03/10

Hari ni Lyn gi sekolah,uruskan sijil LCCI.Best sgt,jumpa kekwn.Lyn rindu gler kat diaorg smua.haha.Byk kenangan yg Lyn tinggal kat DOB.Pancaran???Sebuah buku yg sarat dgn kenangan dan pengalaman Lyn dgn best frens Lyn.Lyn dgn kekwn yg sama2 usahakan buku ni.Lyn join sidang redaksi pun secara x sengaja.Dulu,arwah Firdaus join then Lyn tgk cm best je.Bila dia dh xde,Lyn teringin la take over apa yg dia tinggal.Time tu,kami buat satu page khas utk dia.Time tu la Lyn kenal dgn Anas,a very responsible guy.Dia ni baik.Then Lyn pun mula berjinak-jinak dgn fotografi.Dgn tunjuk ajar Ronson,Lyn tau la skit2.Tahun 2009,Lyn dgn Anas jd senior bcoz senior lama dh xde.Kemudian bykla ahli baru.Lyn dpt kenal dgn Abg Rief yg sudi share ilmu fotografi yg dia ada.Lyn byk belajar dgn dia.Lgpun abg x kedekut ilmu.Dia slalu ajak Lyn gi tangkap gmbar kat area sekolah.kat situ dia ajar Lyn guna lens and flash.Kamera Alpha dia tu mcm gf dia.X pernah lekang dari tangan dia.Tp Lyn kan princess so Lyn slalu usik kamera dia.haha.Bila dh lama Lyn belajar dari dia,timbullah minat yg mendalam smpai Lyn nk memiliki satu DSLR.Lyn xnk mama yg belikan.Lyn nk usaha sendiri,bru best.Lepas ni,bolehla Lyn jd photographer dan modelnya,Lyn jgak la.haha.

Td kawan baik Lyn ni,Hanis Syazni.Bdak straight A.Dia puji cerpen Lyn...Dia ckap,pandai Lyn tulis cerpen tu.Haha.Lyn dpt idea nk tulis cerpen tu pun dari seseorg.Faiz pun bg komen positif sal cerpen tu.Dia kata best dan menyentuh hati dia.Wanie ckap cerpen tu romantik,sweet sgt.Klau happen btul2 kan best.Lyn tau apa yg Lyn tulis kat cerpen tu hanya angan-angan yg x mungkin jd kenyataan.Sbbnya,realiti x seindah fantasi tp Lyn rasa x slah klau kdg kala kita hidup dlm dunia fantasi asalkan kita tau nk berpijak di bumi yg nyata kembali.

Lynn

Princess...

Lyn mmg suka jd princess.Dari Lyn kecil,mama and papa always call me princess.Tp Lyn bukannya princess yg manja.Lyn princess yg independent.Lyn tau hala tuju Lyn...Lyn x nak jd anak tunggal yg manja dan terlalu brgantung pd parents as wat always people said about anak tunggal.Lyn nk buktikan yg princess pun boleh jd MISS INDEPENDENT.hahaha.

Nurlyna Ariesya Khairunnissa

This is Lyn bila bertudung.Quite a lot of people yg knal Lyna Riesya dh.Ni la Lyn yg version islamic.haha.Lyn harap satu hari Lyna Riesya akan btul2 wujud dan bkn hanya sekadar impian Lyn.lyn percaya klau ada rmai yg doakan,Lyn tentu akan dpt menjdkan ini satu kenyataan.Hidayah bukan ditunggu tapi perlu dicari.Lyn masih lagi mencari dan Lyn yakin Lyn akan jumpa apa yg Lyn nk.

Lynn

The Old Me

15/03/10

Thx Izzat...At last Lyn jumpa diri Lyn balik.Ya Allah,rindu gler kat Lyn yg independent ini.Haha.
So happy rite now.At last Lyn dh jumpa myself back again.Lepas ni,x pyh nk sdey2 dh.Sbb Lyn kan Miss independent.Miss independent mne nangis.hehe.Bestnye...bila x pyh nk pretend strong sbb diri Lyn Lyn dh btul2 strong.Thx jgak pd Hani atas buku,Tautan Hati.Asiah Yusra...dia byk bagi Lyn inspirasi.Apa2 pun,thnk god sbb bg Lyn peluang untuk bangkit semula.

Lynn

Fairy...

I wanna be a fairy that can protect everyone from being hurt.I am trying my best to jaga hati smua org.My heart???Dh lama beku...Since the one I love a lot make his own way to search for the real thing he wants in his life.Can I be a small fairy that can cheer everyone around me?I believe I can tp fairy cmne sekalipun,Lyn hanya hambaNya.Lyn dpt kekuatan pun hanya dari Dia Yg Satu.

From the bottom my broken heart...

Dear.....
I am sorry...I hope u understand my feeling.I am really sorry to go off that way but I guess this is the best way.Please dun hate me...I can't stand hurting Her feeling.When She told me that she is sorry,I feel very guilty.U dunno y I cry when I was talking on the phone with u.I cried becoz I realised I am no one to u.I sygkan u and I x pernah lupa what u have told me.28/2/10,is the day I treassured the most becoz after 6 years I dpt dengar apa yg I nk dengar.I tau even the thing x kekal and it is gonna hurt me a lot but still,I appreciate it.Thanks for everything,my dear.Klau u rasa I happy buat semua ni,u r so wrong...I hope u r happy with Her.Appreciate her bcoz she loves u.

Lynn

My Promises...

13/03/10
I promised mama,Wanie and Abg.No more tears and I will be strong.I won't be sad for that Guy anymore.Let him be happy with the love of his life.Nothing is more important than keredhaan Tuhan.

Thanks Fara sbb bg Lyn baca buku Tautan Hati.it membuka minda Lyn tentang kehidupan yg singkat ini.Tiada apa yg kekal dlm dunia ni melainkan Dia yg Satu di hati kita smua.

Wanie...
Be strong.Redha dgn result spm tu.Nothing will change it.Please jgn sedih klau x,mana Lyn nk cari kekuatan Lyn lg.U r the only one yg tau how bad I feel so without u cmne Lyn nk kuat?

Abg...
I promised u that Lyn x akan nangis sal buaya tu lg.Everything is over and Lyn akan hargai apa yg ada di depan mata Lyn skrg.Lyn xkan tangisi masa lalu Lyn lg sebab time will never turn back.Forever and ever...masa xkan repeat again.Thx for everything abg.

Lynn...

mereenngg!

i am now fullu mereng! i dont want to be home! i am so stress! feeling guilty toward mum n dad! nobody home now, i'm livin all alone... thought i wanna go to my frens home, but.. naaaaaaaa...... i need sum space 4 myself... mariam was right, if this is wat mean to us, i should just accept it... nothing is perfect!

well, at first, i thought that it was only my result that sounds like nightmare, but, actually, most of us.... meaning???? guess urself! maybe dis is wat Allah wants me to learn.... learn to fall down... i accept it... buat masa ni, hanya Allah tmpat aku berdoa supaya sentiasa dimurahan rezeki.....

wani.......

Bersyukur!!!

Result Lyn bukan la sampai excellent tapi cukup untuk buat parents Lyn,family Lyn and teachers bangga.Nampak gak la masa depan yg agak cerah.Haha.Thx to my parents yang always understand me,teachers yg x putus2 bg Lyn semangat dan always doakan kejayaan Lyn dan kawan2.Thanks jgak kat frenz...Especially Abg Rief,Abg Harith,Abg Lau,Abg Wei Keat,Abg Syafiq,Hazeeq,Aiman,Fara,Wanie,Hanis,Syamira,Nur Sara,Hidayah Harun, Sharina, Afiq, Nasrul,Ekhwan,Faiz,Izzat Amir and lots more.X lupa jgak to my juniors,Hai Yee,Fairuz Radzi,Haida,Zulaikha,Ida,Anis and lots more yg x putus2 bg dorongan kat K.Lyn korang ni.hehe.

Lynn...

fool!

well, result pun dh amik, alhamdulilah, walaupn x cmerlang sgt, but hahahhaha... ok2 la... now, plkn seems like heaven to me... x payah nk dgr any rungutan baout my result dr anyone... kalau boleh, i want 2 go, as soon as possible.. senang sikit hati! well, he is useless! i really hope that i can pursue my study in law.... really2! mayb dis time science stream ada problem... most of the best student pun jatuh!

my cousin call me and she wants me to go 2 her house! i noe! she wants to nag me on my result! go on! do i care..??? now, only friends tmpat i kan release all this uncomfortable feelin! luckily sherry, lynn, n azwa ada... x lah serabut sngat! my trial is better than this! to make myself feelin better, i'l consider all of my B+ as A-.... hahhahahah! huh! bnyk 2! hahahaha! well, one more time, home is homeless!

wani......

result!

adui!!!! result comn outttt!!!!! aiyyaaaa!! lps 2, plkn lak!!!

bncinyaaa!!!

My best Fren!!!

Faiz Neo...

Dia ni baik gler dgn Lyn.Masa Spm,dia byk teman Lyn beside Abg Rief.Haha.Gmbar ni ditngkap pun masa tgh perah otak study sejarah.Haha.Ramai yg salah sngka bout this pic.They thout Faiz dgn Lyn couple...hehe.Kami best fren la.Best fren yg slalu ada bersama Lyn.

P/s:Faiz,awk ingat gmbar ni x?haha.Time tu smua tgh tension exam.

My bro....Abg Leo/Atey

Abg angkat Lyn sgt baik.Dia mcm teddy bear Lyn.Teman Lyn masa Lyn nk cry and also masa Lyn happy.Abg Lyn ni syg sgt Lyn.Dia slalu concern sal Lyn.

Abg,

thx for everything.Lyn happy dpt kenal Abg.Eventhough kita x pernah jumpa tp abg slalu ada dgn Lyn especially bila Lyn x bley nk tido.Mcm mana abg syg Lyn,cmtu jgk la Lyn syg abg.Lyn slalu doakan abg happy di samping Dia and Lyn x pernah doakan abg.

Adik abg,

LYNN

The NEW me...

09/03/10

I xtau dari mana dtg semangat I nk tngkap gmbar hari ni.Bangun je td trus ada semangat nk jd model.Haha.maybe sebab laz nite I tengok America Next Top Model kot.haha.Love the necklace...Dh lama dh necklace tu,I think dh 5 years,but x pernah pkai gi mana-mana pun.This dress?Haha.Buy but never wear.Bazir duit if juz letak dlm wardrobe so pkai for photoshoot je la.

Result!!!!One more DAY!!Mmg everyone harap ape yg Mokhzani ckap came true but then is so impossible.No matter wat,still gotta face it...

Tmrw!!!Can't wait.Esok nk kena gi movie dgn dua single ladies hot tu,Fara and Wanie.Campur I 3 single ladies la.haha.

Lyn

My secret!!!!

Klau zoom in a little bit,I think the whole thing dpat dibaca dgn jelas.Ala...x kisah la org baca ke tak,lgpun this Guy dh x de dlm hati I lg.Dia dh pergi dgn angin yg sudah bertiup pergi.Dia pun x kisah pasal I dh.All he cares is HER!I pun x blame dia sbb itu hak dia,siapa I nk control dia.

Lyn

It is the real me...

I was writting my diary.Lots of secret in that book!!!Who I love,who I crushed,what happen yesterday,today and tomorrow,my dreams and everything bout me is in that book.In that book,I dun have to pretend to be someone else.All I have to do is tell the truth bout wat I feel.

Lyn

It is impossible...

08/03/10

I got enough crying!I am tired of being hurt.No matter how much I cry,nothing is gonna change.I dun hope anything from u anymore.Juz a simple wish...Please dun forget me.I can't blame anyone but to blame myself.Blaming myself holding u tight but u dun treat me the way I want it to.

Lyn...

Let it go...

Walaupun menyakitkan tp kalau itu yg boleh buat dia happy,Lyn kena redha la.Lyn yakin Lyn akan ok.I juz wan him to noe that I always pray for his happiness and I never regret letting him go off from my life becoz I know he still remember me.

Lyn...

tension!!!!

my life dh jadi sgt miserable! duduk kat rumah boleh tension!!!!!! whats wrong wif me!!!!!! i cant stand!!! feelin like a disaster is happening!! i dun wanna think bout guys at this moment! gotta think bout my life dulu!! shit on!!!!! kepala mcm nk pecah dh ni! kalau nk pecah, pecah la... let it be!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

wanie!

He is gone....

07/03/10

Baru Lyn realised yg actually Lyn dh active dlm blog.Haha.Selain diari,sini la Lyn luah apa yg terbuku dlm hati Lyn.Lyn rasa mcm Dia x de untuk Lyn.I dun know why tp Lyn rasa mcm he is gone.Lyn percaya dan yakin dgn keputusan Lyn.Semua org support keputusan Lyn.Lyn rasa klau mama tau psal ni,dia pun mesti advise buat perkara yg sama.Walaupun perkara ni sgt sukar bg Lyn buat masa skrg tp Lyn yakin everything gonna be juz fine.He dun need me anymore bcoz he got her and Lyn pun not alone coz Lyn ada ramai org yg ada dgn Lyn to go through this pain.

Hurted,
Lyn

Is the seventh day...

06/03/10



Lyn!!!!Stop it!Lyn rasa mcm ada feeling yg cuba bunuh hati Lyn.God,help me!!!Td Lyn terjaga 3.30a.m then I can't sleep.(was worrying bout my result)Lyn text Dia tp never thout that he would reply.Td Hazeeq online sempat la jgk tukar citer kjap.Haha.Thnk God ada Fatin.Dari mood Lyn down je tetiba jd ok.Thnx my dear sis.Wanie gi Hot FM big jam,lupa kat Lyn kjap.Xpe...nnt kitaorg jumpa.haha.Buat sementara waktu,Lyn nk lupa psal Dia sbb Lyn x larat nk sakit hati dh.

Lyn

Is the sixth day...

05/03/10



Today is hari yg paling best sepanjang minggu ni becoz x de apa yg ganggu fikiran Lyn skrg.Maybe becoz today x de benda yg menyakitkan hati happen.Lyn pun kurang ym dgn Dia today.Lyn spent time fb dgn Fara and Natasha,Ym dgn Leo,Haniey and Fatin.Ekhwan?Lama Lyn x nampak dia online.Rindu?Haha.Teringat plak kat msg dia yg romantik,x pdan dgn senyap dia kat sekolah.Haha.Wanie pun terkejut dgn msg dia.hehe.Lyn chat dgn ....wan.Haha.Wanie mesti excited bout this.Lyn dapat rasa mcm ....wan feel the same kat Wanie tp,satu kat malaysia satu kat so far away,how to detect.Kesian Wanie...Fara plak,she told me she miss her Muhammad Farhan.Adui...big problem ni.Siapa yg x miss org yg kita syg tp klau dia dh buat decision to let him go to be happy with someone else,she gotta be strong.Mmg la susah tp mmg no other choice kan?Love is hurting and so complicating so jgn involve with it is the best.

Lyn

Is the fifth day....

4/03/10



Hari ni,seorg lg kawan dr ex school Lyn passed away...Dh dua kawan Lyn yg tinggalkan Lyn.Benda mmg x bley expect.Today,Lyn rasa Lyn dpt satu kekuatan,ntah dr mana...utk lupakan apa yg happen laz few days.Result dh dkat!!!Lyn dh x takut mcm hari tu.Nk kata ready for the consequences x la sgt tp as mama,Wanie,Hazeeq,Faiz and Izzat said.Exam tu dh over and I already have done my best,so tunggu je la.Lyn dpt rasa hari ni Lyn dh one step jauh dr Dia.Bgus la cmtu.Klau x mcm2 rasa yg bertandang di hati Lyn.I am happy with my condition rite now.Lpas ni,watever nak happen,happen la.Lyn dh x larat nk think too far.

Lyn

Blue rose....

I always dream of sumone will give me a bouquet of blue roses.Dari dulu Lyn mmg suka blue rose.It brings one kind of warmth feeling in my heart.Lyn ingat lg masa Form3 ada org bg Lyn rose bouquet on my birthday tp syg sekali is not blue rose is yellow rose.Lyn yakin satu hari nnt ada org yg akan bg Lyn this blue rose bouquet.Haha.

Forget-me-not...

This flower named forget-me-not.Nice name rite?I came across this flower name in a novel.Bunga ni x la terkenal mcm roses,lilies and carnation.I like this flower a lot,tp susah nk cari.Lyn nk jd forget-me-not dlm hati Dia but I know is impossible.That will never ever happen...

Never Regret.....

I am not supposed regret with the decision that I have done...I kena tekad dgn keputusan I.Kebenaran slalunya mmg pahit ditelan tp that's the best way.Lyn kena blajar how to let go,klau x hati Lyn akan terus terluka dan terluka....

To That Guy that I used love

4/03/10

........,Thanks for everything.Is hard for me to go but I got no choice but to leave.You told me not to go but sorry,I have to becoz my heart is hurting and I can't stand for the pain.I am really tired of the pain!I am sure that time will heals the wound.I am glad that I knew a guy like u and knowing u brings me lots of laughter in my life.I appreciate it but as I told u before.When the honey finished,the insect will go away and never come back to the flower anymore.I appreciate ur presence in my life and I am happy to see u that day.Though we met for a short time but I am happy with it.Thanks for the memory.U know that I am mentioning bout u.No doubt,is u who I meant here.

Lyn

Is the fourth day...

3/03/10

Seksanya hidup...Smua nk dera hati Lyn.WHY?I dun understand la.Laz nite Dia tau yg I tulis psal Dia.Ala,x kisah la Dia tau ke x.Dia x make difference pun.Hari byk sgt hal happen between Lyn dgn Dia.Penat and pening!Rasa mcm nk lari je dari smua ni tp ke mana harus Lyn pergi?Tepat pkul 4p.m,everything bru reda skit...Dugaan...Wanie,wat u said is rite...Ikut rentak dia,tu je.

Lyn

Results!!!!

2/03/10

Omg!!!Result dh dkat!!!Lyn takut sgt.Dh la nnt result day Dia x de.Klau result Lyn teruk nk ngadu kat sape????Lyn,Hazeeq,Ekhwan,Abg Rief,Fariz dgn Wanie dh bertungkus lumus dlm exam ni.Klau x dpt capai target jgk,ntah cmne! Mesti frust gler kan?Lyn dh put in 100 percent effort dlm exam tu.Dh la time tu byk gngguan.Dgn kewujudan Afzan yg tiba-tiba then Lyn ada krisis dgn ......(x bley post nama dia,Bahaya!)Hanya Abg Rief tau penderitaan Lyn time tu.I really miss that time.Kami study like 24/7,without miss.Klau x reti straight bw topic itu utk dibincang.Hari yg Lyn akan ingat sampai bila-bila is hari masa mohon restu.Masa tu,hehe,drama queen gler.Siap nangis masa peluk mama Jamy.Haha...Dgn pengetua pun terkejut.Hari tu juga la Lyn ckap dgn seorg senior yg dh 3 thun x ckap dgn Lyn and ...... minta maaf dgn Lyn trus buat rasa sebak gler.Time tu Hazeeq pun menitis air mata tp x ngaku dgn Lyn.Haha.Terkantoi gk dia dgn Lyn.I really treassure that day.

Yg merindui saat itu,
Lyn

Is the third day!!!

2/3/10

So fast the time past...Even dh 3 days Lyn dgn Dia one step closer,but nothing changes in our friendship.Lyn x harap anything dari Dia.Lyn cuma nk happy sepnjang relationship ini dan bila kitaorg dh x bersama,I still will ada dlm ingatan Dia.Wanie minta Lyn hargai Dia yg seadanya.Lyn tau dan I mmg appreciate Dia tp I xtau la sejauh mana keikhlasan Dia pd I.X lama lg bakal ada satu kekecewaan yg akan bertandang dalam hati Lyn.Lyn tau Lyn dgn Dia x ke mana tp Lyn dh prepare utk that perpisahan.But Lyn pasti yg hati lyn bkal hancur.Lyn x regret dgn keputusan Lyn.As long as he happy,Lyn ready korban diri Lyn.Dia byk buat Lyn terharu dgn Dia.Semlm mood Lyn x baik,Dia la yg jd peneman setia Lyn.Lyn admit,Lyn mmg syg Dia cuma Lyn terpaksa berkongsi kasihnya dgn org lain...

Lyn

miss!!!!

i miss everything... he n him! the 2 guys dat really give me such a huge impact! really hope 2 see them soon... but, i can feel... soon...

wani..