kenapa mak cik cakap macam tu?

sedang asyik tengah skyping..

sedang asyik mendownload movie..

suddenly mak cik i sibuk bercerita pasal orang minyak..

dah la i duduk sorang..

benda ni wujud, cuma ada tempat-tempat aja... 

hesitate... 

aweng accident & we tak plan!

so, i tak ingat the date... bila tah this thing happen, 

but, kawan Lya (one of my housemate), nama dia

Syazwan, he accident langgar divider... hihihi...

but kinda teruk la...

though that was the first time jumpa and makan-makan,

seriously, tak rasa segan,

tapi kesian pulak, 

we all makan sedap-sedap,

dia nak kunyah pun susah... alahai..

sabar ya Wan, hahhaa...

rambut kau tetap korea! 

hahahah...

lepas tu, 

pegi amik Azuwan Jali, 

merangkap ala2 adik i! 

waah gitu!

dah la sesat.. ayuhai... 

we're from bangi, nak pegi amik Azuwan kat precint 15..

silap masuk jalan lah.. apalah... hahahaha....

serious lawak...

ni Lya and Azuwan! 

me and Azuwan... we all theme hitam!

mungkin beliau gembira... mungkin..

ladies.... from left, Reena, Lya and me, Wani!

so, kitorang balik pilah dalam 2,3 pagi cm tu.... 

stormy and cloudy..?? no meatball...

LOL! its been like years i tak buka blog i!! ouhh!! i miss this diary of mine! 

i saw how things change...

old friends, new friends.. 

and some of them,

are not that old, not that old...

i odnt know, these days selalu hujan... 

macam ni... 

tapi ni cantik kann... oaaww!

hesitate...

sighing...

is that what you do, when u hate a person, 

i gotta say, 

stop it..

u're wasting ur energy... 

dah macam perang dingin dah i tengok! haish! 

ok! so, i'll be going to mrsm balik pulau, 

ikut izat and ika, ada debate training...

daa...

u know, 

frankly, i bukan lagi those yang capable untuk debate anymore..

brain dah tak work langsung..

and i dont know why..

most probably ada kena mengena dengan my previous

surgery..

but...

arrgh...

i dont wanna talk bout! 

nak post more! addicted ni!!

recently

I’m sitting on my bed, next to it is the window… the one that connect us to the sunlight that shines above us.. the weather  today, it reminds me of twilight perhaps… where Edward is playing the baseball with the family team… ouh! Edward! Ok, and suddenly its raining heavy heavily!!! Siap kena tempias kat tepi tingkap ni!  Recently, Yes, life goes on.. just like the song..  sung by leann rimes…

But you know, how much friends and family play important roles in making your  day, I dreamt bout daddy, the situation was very gloomy, I cried and I was trying very hard asking for dad’s forgiveness, and in the same dream, I dreamt bout him. The one who I called DAUN, he came to my house wearing a green baju melayu, and with songkok, he was trying to speak to me, but he cant talk well, speechless I guess, he gave me a prune, asian fruit and kiwi.. motive..?? what a weird dream!

To see how beautiful the pokok kelapa waving at me… its like a very calming moment in a hectic situation… this is not a movie.. a movie will have an ending where the bad people will probably die or get cought by the police, an the situation will be back to normal.. right? But not in life… as long as we come clean, then, everything will be alright…

I just miss mum, dad and my family, I didn’t sleep last night, I was too stressed, and I gotta say, I’m a very weak person, where I need, support, and 1 important thing the most is we, need support, I was on the phone with dad just now, things that live deeply inside this heart was expressed…. And there is just one thing that daddy want me to know, YOU WAS BORN ALONE, YOU CAME INTO THE WORLD ALONE, AND YOU WILL LEAVE THE WORLD ALONE, SO, TRY NOT TO BE SAD IF YOU LIVE ALONE.. my dad was the best motivator. and... people, we don’t live in the intergalactic space where we meet ET and then miracle happen… 

time will change, almost everything!

believe me, its already study week..

early in March,

dah masuk study week...

after 14 weeks of classes... 

now, we gotta revise balik semua yang dah dipelajari..

watching the time passing by...

how fast...

i'll do my best! 

praying for the best! 

doa mak and ayah ku pohon..

semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya

more than what it takes!

short and simple post!

just reminding to all, 

those who talking bad bout u,

pls pls pls and never consider them as friend..

just consider them as someone u met just to fulfill the empty list in your heart! 

to those yang pernah cakap bad thing pasal i, 

siapa makan cili, terasa pedasnyaaa!

#justsaying

afewweeks

i hate final! hate it! hate it!! tiba2. masa ni lah sibuk quiz.. test semua! kenapa tanak buat awal2..??