hi 2012..

wishing all my friends a HAPPY NEW YEAR..

bila bercakap bout new year, mesti kena ada azam..

azam i.... 

nak lupakan persengketaan di 2011..

ada bersengketa ka..??

haa..

kadang-kadang benda macam ni berlaku diluar kita sedar...

kadang-kadang benda tu keluar ikut mulut tanpa sebarang pengawalan dari otak... 

i am targeting for the best result this semester..

dan semoga Allah murahkan rezeki..

semoga mak dan ayah dipanjangkan usia... 

i love you mum and dad...

semoga hubungan bersama sahabat sentiasa baik..

dan

dan

dan

dan

errrrr...

semoga cepat kurus..?? 

boleh..??

hahahahahahaah...

GTG, i have tons of work to do..

and, hi! i tak bawak balik assignment... cool kan..?? yes i knoww...

congratulations!!!

i just wanna wish, 

CONGRATULATIONS to a friends of mine...

she must be happy today.. 

she's going to be a mother soon..

and her husband akan jadi daddy..

i'm happy for them...

cant wait to be aunty wani.. 

sounds so old... hahaha

congrats dear..

belajar rajin2 lagi sem ni! :)

why should you..??

S.I.N.G.L.E 

omg!

being single pernah jadi an issue...

i'm talking this dari segi perspective yang mungkin kelihatan umum..

nampak ringan sangat..

tapi, 

whats the big deal?

ada boyfriend ataupun tak,

its the same thing lah,

ada boyfriend pun tak menjamin yang you akan kahwin dengan orang tu..

come on girl,

from previous experience, being single 

selalu dikaitkan dengan "JUAL MAHAL"..

but, you know, setengah orang ada pegangan masing-masing,

mungkin tak nak ber"double" lagi di usia yang muda..

masing-masing ada lain-lain idea dan pendapat..

if a guy rapat dengan you,

that doesn't mean yang dia suka you...

a few things yang a guy akan buat if they senang dengan you they will probably text you, or call you, or maybe selalu nak hang out dengan you,

itu boleh menjadi tanda-tanda yang dia suka you,

tapi kan, 

harapan tak perlu diberikan,

until dia confess...

erti kata "MEMILIH" pun selalu digunakan... 

but why..??

kadang-kadang.. mereka yang bersama kita dari pandangan dekat pun,

tak akan tahu, apa yang selalu berlaku dalam perhubungan,

well,

i had this situation where my close relationship with a guy friend telah di misinterpretation kan... 

i mean, yes i do like him....

but as i mention earlier, 

takkan i nak girang sangat.

oh ma g!

sampai ada yang cakap i memilih.. 

oh m g!!

siapakah wani sampai nak memilih bagai?

supermodel kah..??

hahahaha....

come on la ...

nak perli pun agak-agaklah...

hahaha...

hiperbola sangat lah...

but you know, 

as long as u're single, 

whether you are available or not... 

be proud...

live life to the fullest,

kenali people dengan lebih mendalam... 

don't just simply bagi your love to someone yang main-main dengan you...

sometimes, 10 years pun tak cukup untuk kenal orang...

dont worry of losing anything.. 

jangan pernah takut, 

ingat, semua yang berlaku, 

mesti ada sebab...

kalau tak, ia tak akan berlaku.... 

senyum saja pada mereka2 yang pernah katakan apa-apa saja padamu.. 

its not wrong...

tadi ada sedikit conversation dengan a friend of mine, 

talking about POPULARITY...

what is it?? 

penting ke..??

sedar tak sedar... 

actually, secara tak langsung, i sendiri yang mencari popularity tu..
famous ke i..??
hahaah... 
no.. i tak, tapi, i dun want semua orang kenal i..
someday.. somehow... 
itu tak penting...

tapi, dengan penuh sedar diri, 

saya akan tinggalkan semua itu...

i promise dad, 

i akan jadi orang normal...

luckily mum and dad sangat supportive in whatever i do..

mummy pun ada pesan..

u gotta leave the need-not thing... 

u dah experience apa yang you nak...

:)

no reason... no post...

i just finish my nasi goreng daging merah...

its dinner at melang pot..

a bit hectic actually, but i think i can handle it!

i keep on bothering myself with some necessary business ...
well, yes, necessary business...
including some injection at the hospital business, but, unfortunately, tak ade..


lets talk about people...
we're not living in a another dimension sampai semua perkara we want it to happen according to what we plan! 
am i right..? 
life!
come on people!

whats with the word, 
GET A LIFE..??
words are words...


seriously, i dont bother people! 
but if you think that i'm actually bothering you...
then, i bet, i mesti done something to me la then...
whats possible and whats impossible..??


like seriously...
i dont know what these people want..??
they hate me...
they talk bad about me...
they spread rumors on me..???
what are you..????!!!
i'm trying to be patient!
yes! 
i do smile everyday, because, i dont want to trouble myself...
LISTEN! 
i dont warned, but please, please...
if you have nothing to do with me, 
then please, 
keep your mouth shut!!!!! 
just shut!!!!!!

ohho crush crash!

ok..

i saw this "a little thing called LOVE"...

it is actually,

a story about your love masa high school...

so, i think thats normal!

because, i have mine too...

but, you know, it turns out to be.... err... zero... hahaha..

but, still, u ada experience kan! 

starting after 2004, i was 12 at that time...

where i had such a very difficult time and so do the hormone..

to get into the best school in Malaysia,

i bet,

that most of the primary students, 

mesti work hard untuk UPSR..

and so do i..

tuition class, family's tutor and friend's help..

semua tu berguna..

so, i passed the exam with flying colors..

january 2005,

i was chosen to be in this smart school..

well, my mum pernah jadi one of the student kat situ..

so, why not i just give it a try...

sekolah tu tak lah jauh sangat dari rumah...

13km and daddy yang akan hantar..

so, 

kalau ikut calculation, in 2005, i'm actually 13 and ikut sekolah pulak,

form 1 student kena ikut jadual petang... so..

its a bit weird untuk i, sebab,

i tak pernah ikut jadual pembelajaran sesi petang..

masuk march 2005, we moved to blok B,

so, seperti jangkaan semua,

yes! situ tempat pengumpulan seniors!

hahaha..

believe me or not, i was starting to stalk on the senior who sits di meja i..

unfortunately, budak sebelah i yang berjaya dapatkan personal details senior yang duduk di meja dia..

i cant remember the name, but, we called him nyamuk aedes..

sebab he loves black, and he is actually ada skin yang sangat fair!!!

ooo mmyy!! taste! hahaha

so, nak dijadikan cerita, ada one day ni, i drew something dekat my meja, ini secara tak sengaja..

it was a very buruk squid...

and then, i tak padam... but, esok tu, 

i saw another squid kat sebelah squid yang i lukis...


orang yang lukis tu...
he's a senior...
not that cute...
but i guess, that kinda personality..
mmg attract the girls...
especially, me!!!!

i like that kinda guy... 
BUT! that does not mean that i'm falling in love 
and etc ok!


and then, we started with a small letter .. 
changing the name...
interest..
and some other things... 
sorry, cant recall...



and voula! sampai la habis form 1!
masuk form 2...
deeper interest towards him...
the more i see him, the blusher i get!

ouuhhmmmgg!!


there actually kinda sweet things yang i saw kat dia..
he's a weirdo... i guesss....
never saw anyone like that before sampai ke hari ni...



but you see....
that puppy crush of mine, gonna end... soon...
after i finish my high school,

i never had any crush on others dah...
he might be my 1st crush i guess...


but, you know,


high school adalah tempat pertama ramai orang akan ada first crush!
not all, but by most!
macam mana you describe your crush..??
its all up to you,
he can be cute..
he can very handsome..
he can be tall...
he can be short..
he can be weird..
he can be talkative or even mute..
love is blind, and so do crush..
they're not living things!


but, they exist... 



but...
till now...
i never fall for anyone daahh...
yes, i'll say that guy is superhot and this guy is cute..
yadaa yadaa..
BUT! 
i dun fall for them... 
so...
i'm waiting for a suitable age...

so, if anyone ever complain,
yang your crush tu, 
gila ka...
tak handsome ka...
tak pandai kaa...
or anything sekalipun,
biarkan...
u're the one yang akan marry him...

bukan orang lain tuu...

goodnight all.... 

i'm watching the unsinkable titanic.. :)

we only watch the movie..

but, we never know,

what behind it...

let me tell you lepas i tengok this... 

but it looks very interesting..

they're talking bout something might happen to the rivet whether it is made by a quality steel....

hhmm...