wani, what are you doing?!

i made up my mind.. 

i'm taking this part time job.. 

i know.. i know..

most of you will probably said that i am actually wasting my time..

well i guess, i dont want to burden anyone..

i'm trying to be independent.. 

memang dapat tentangan...

but i guess, i really should give it a try..

a try ok..

whether its goin well, or the other way around,

i dont mind.. 

i am 20.. gaining experiences is part of the routine in teenage life!

ok.. 

ever listen to "muara hati" song, hafiz ft siti nurhaliza..

it is a good song,

if me not wrong, it is actually for adam dan hawa OST..

sounds great.. 

tomorrow.. 

i'm gonna sit for my QC test... 

people are like questioning bout my study,

what are you actually studying wani..??

peeps..

i'm in Diploma in Textile Technology, from Applied Science Faculty..

i know people doubt on me... 

they give a thought on how less important fabric in life..

but, they never thought of the technology actually uplift and improved their way of wearing a cloth ..

medical textile, geo textile and more part of it.. 

i have my own life plan, 

and insyallah, with Allah's will..

i'll make my step forward..

one by one.. 

asking bout my career.. its too early to predict..

i have my family...

and they are my everything..

asking about my love life,

i am not looking for any at this moment...

asking about losing my weight,

i'm started to think about it.. hahahaha

insyallah, my girlfriends are very supportive.. :)

they keep on motivate me to look better...

the idea of 'better myself' always in my mind.. thank u girls! :)

enough for now... 

abnormal

i think,

i'm abnormal!

no no!

i am normal... 

its just, the way i'm thinking..

sometimes... 

its just terrible!

i wish to study abroad.. really..

paksu is now in toulouse, paris..

i saw farah is now in australia..

iylni is now in ireland...

too few too mention..

me..?? 

i'm stuck..! 

:P 

i really gotta work hard..

TESL, i wish you could fly me...

away... :)

i am happy to be here..

but, i need to be in a new place...

somewhere... 

omma surgery...

ola!

last week, mak baru lepas pembedahan,

i dont know what it is called actually and officially,

but in my words,

jantung mak berlubang....

selepas 3 kali tunda operation ni, 

i pun risau sebenarnya, bukak jantung semua tu, bukan perkara kecil..

nnti i post the picture.... 

but now, mak looking healthier than before... 

i wanna write more, but i', kinda sleepy... :)

nite peeps

i love to be homee..

woke up not that early today,
tapi sempat siapkan breakfast for daddy.. :)
tak mandi lagi...
pukul 12 nnti ada photoshoot..
i tukang tempek bedak je... eheheh....
tak nak balik Pilah....

kenapa mak cik cakap macam tu?

sedang asyik tengah skyping..

sedang asyik mendownload movie..

suddenly mak cik i sibuk bercerita pasal orang minyak..

dah la i duduk sorang..

benda ni wujud, cuma ada tempat-tempat aja... 

hesitate... 

aweng accident & we tak plan!

so, i tak ingat the date... bila tah this thing happen, 

but, kawan Lya (one of my housemate), nama dia

Syazwan, he accident langgar divider... hihihi...

but kinda teruk la...

though that was the first time jumpa and makan-makan,

seriously, tak rasa segan,

tapi kesian pulak, 

we all makan sedap-sedap,

dia nak kunyah pun susah... alahai..

sabar ya Wan, hahhaa...

rambut kau tetap korea! 

hahahah...

lepas tu, 

pegi amik Azuwan Jali, 

merangkap ala2 adik i! 

waah gitu!

dah la sesat.. ayuhai... 

we're from bangi, nak pegi amik Azuwan kat precint 15..

silap masuk jalan lah.. apalah... hahahaha....

serious lawak...

ni Lya and Azuwan! 

me and Azuwan... we all theme hitam!

mungkin beliau gembira... mungkin..

ladies.... from left, Reena, Lya and me, Wani!

so, kitorang balik pilah dalam 2,3 pagi cm tu.... 

stormy and cloudy..?? no meatball...

LOL! its been like years i tak buka blog i!! ouhh!! i miss this diary of mine! 

i saw how things change...

old friends, new friends.. 

and some of them,

are not that old, not that old...

i odnt know, these days selalu hujan... 

macam ni... 

tapi ni cantik kann... oaaww!

hesitate...

sighing...

is that what you do, when u hate a person, 

i gotta say, 

stop it..

u're wasting ur energy... 

dah macam perang dingin dah i tengok! haish! 

ok! so, i'll be going to mrsm balik pulau, 

ikut izat and ika, ada debate training...

daa...

u know, 

frankly, i bukan lagi those yang capable untuk debate anymore..

brain dah tak work langsung..

and i dont know why..

most probably ada kena mengena dengan my previous

surgery..

but...

arrgh...

i dont wanna talk bout! 

nak post more! addicted ni!!